29/2, Special enough?

Dear Bloggie,


Hello there! :D Oh yeah, know what's day today? Yeaa, I know I'm talking nonsense, but just, let me to. :X Well, today is a quite special day because for this day appears once every four years. Yeaa, I know that you all will know this VERY VERY VERY SIMPLE FACT but please just let me talk some nonsense! So, doing anything special today? :) For me, yeah, something 'special enough'. Talk about that later. From the information that I got from Facebook, they say that today for the GIRLS, it's their confess day. They can go and confess to any boys they like and the boys cannot say NO to them, how nice huh? If say NO to GIRLS, they must pay the price. :P So girls, do you take your action of showing your LOVE? :3 Haha! Well, I don't know this is the true information for this day or not, but just to share it out with you all. :) And oh yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to people who celebrate their birthday today. :) Have a blast! Enjoy it to the max, don't waste even a second.

Oh yo yo, I'm the assistant monitor of class 3 Cekal yo! And today I'm not quite happy because of this yo!
Sorry, nonsense again, I'm a little bit 'crazy' now. -_____- Okayy, let me tell my 'story of the day', no worries, I'll make it as short as possible. :3

Well, see that badge up there? Yeaa, I got this two days before which is Monday. And yeah, for the monitors and assistants need to wear everyday from that day, how 'nice'. And yeah, this is just the third day I'm having this badge then the trouble happened...

Okayy, start from a very very good morning, while I'm very very happy before the school, hanging out with my friends, crapping with my friends and laughing with my friends. Yeah, then, during the Perhimpunan, my form teacher come and give Firdaus (oh, my friend, my dear friend, my lovely friend, my beloved friend, yeah, he's the monitor) and me some forms and also papers to give to the class. Then, he calls us to collect the forms that he gave to us yesterday to him faster. I was like, okay okayy, no problem. So, when he's gone, we are still in a very very happy mood, laughing, chatting, crapping during the perhimpunan, like always.

Okayy, when the perhimpunan's over, we head back to class, yeah, things start. I'm so busy and started to panic! DDD: I was like, the teacher wants it to be fast fast fast! So everything must to be fast! Write the 'Maklumat Kedatangan Pelajar' with a super super fast speed, give the papers fast and also yeah, collect the forms that he WANTS.

But, situation happens, always, in this kind of 'exciting' moment (THAT'S WHAT I HATE THE MOST). Some of my classmates haven't finish the 'blanks' in the forms.. Especially the father and mother's IC number.. And they say they want to call their parents to ask for their IC number, for me sure is okayy. So at the first, two girls went to call their parents... While Firdaus and I still collecting from the others.

That time, one period already passed. We're still busying with the forms because there's a lot of blanks in the forms. We think that maybe we should pass up all those forms with all blanks filled up, so the teacher no need to call them to fill it again, no need to waste more time to do that again. So, we just wait for them to finish the forms.

Okayy, the two girls came back. And they say to me that our form teacher wants to see me and he's in an angry mood. I was like... OMG...? T_______T Then I tell Firdaus to call them to complete the form faster and also call him to go together with me to see the form teacher. Want 'die' then 'die' together! Don't let me to be alone. DD: I'm so scared! :( Because, for my form teacher, you know, he's the kind of person that wants everything to be PERFECT, for what he wants, he MUST get it. Sometimes, situation becomes more hard when your teacher's character is like this. :/ Seriously, I don't know what to do except for panic and be afraid.

So, after we collected the forms, well, of course not all, we just go and give him what we have first. When I go and ask the teacher in class can both of us go to see the teacher? "One people go then enough already, why two also need to go?" I was like... how? :/ I don't wish to go alone.. I'm really afraid.. So, Firdaus said he will go to pass up the forms. I'm so touched by him.. T_______T Thanks a lot!

I'm still continue with the forms thingy. After awhile, he came back and call the people who never bring/pass up their forms to go down to the Science Lab to see our form teacher. OMG,  the creepy time. Well, I faster go and ask him, whether the teacher got say anything? He said, the teacher just very angry and he didn't scold. Maybe.. still okayy then.

After more more more awhile, my classmate, which is a boy, he borrowed the teacher in class' "pass keluar" to go to call his parents for the IC number, and then when he came back, the teacher in class is already gone. So he asked me to help him give back the pass to the teacher and also help him to pass up the form to our form teacher as well..  Hmm.. "Okayy............."

Went together to see my form teacher first at the Science lab there together with Hanu. Yeah, before returning the pass to the teacher we go and use that to hand in the form to him first. That time, Firdaus is just out of the Science lab then I ask him the same question about our form teacher again. "Don't worry, he won't scold." He said. Okayy, then I feel more relax after I heard his words. Okayy, don't need to be afraid just go inside the lab....

"Knock knock" Hanu knocks the door. Well, here's my form teacher, with his class. And his anger is shown at his face. "OMG OMG OMG, things please don't be serious please..." But nothing went good, he's shouting at me like, "Why you didn't come down to me in 5 minutes? I said come down with the forms to find me in 5 minutes! And why so late?" I give the reason, "Teacher, some of them are still haven't complete their forms they want to call their parents to ask their IC number." "I don't care, you should just come and pass up to me." He shouted again. "I'm sorry, teacher." "You don't come here and sorry, no use. GO" ..... Okayy, just go.

I feel so sad actually.. I don't want to 'talk back' to the teacher, well you know, teachers, when we're trying to say the real thing they just won't listen and say we all are against him then we'll be standing outside the discipline room. -_____- At first, he say NOTHING about after 5 minutes in class then go and hand in the forms to him, NEVER! That time I was like, he never say so just now? How I know? I not a worm that live inside his stomach. -_____- And also, we just want everything to be in perfect form like all the forms are well-filled, he just don't know and just scold me like that. :'( Some more, he scolded me in front of other class,  not my class. :'( At the same time, I feel so embarrassed (just for a little bit). He just don't know anything.. :'( Why am I always get the scoldings...

After we came out from the lab, we went to the staff room and give back the teacher's pass. On the way of going back to class, my tears fall down. I'm so so so sad. :'( I'm sad not because of him scolding me (I'm already get used of scoldings) I'm sad because of him when I say sorry to him he just treat me so rude and fierce... :'( And he thought I just say "sorry" to make it as an excuse! :( I'M NOT! I didn't do anything wrong also. Seriously, if I want fast sure can, okayy, nevermind, but do you think the class can be as fast as I want? It's totally impossible. Because for sure, in one class, sure got some people won't cooperate with you. Like I want to be slow like that. :( I also don't like to get scoldings what.

I'm trying my best to become an assistant monitor, and seriously, this job is hard. I never become a monitor before. This is my first time and I'm also learning. :'( I'm not a God. I do not know everything. I feel so useless in a sudden. :( Why all these will be happening on a special day? :( ME DON'T LIKEY! :'(

Now I'm so afraid of tomorrow, because tomorrow I will be having his Science lesson. And some more, for tomorrow, there's another form that need to be pass up again, I'm so scared now. I scare that all the things will be like today, and then there's another misunderstanding. :'( (TOUCHWOOD I HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE!) For now I also don't know how to confront my teacher.. :'( I scare that he's still angry with me or something... My mother said that he won't put this kind of thing in his mind for so long, tomorrow everything will be just fine.. I really really do hope so.. Sighs..

So, the story ends. THE END. Without a "happily ever after". -_____- When I was writing this I feel sad again when memories rewind. :'( Baby I'm down down down down down.

Today is a sad case for me, I don't really enjoy today. But still, at least, I enjoyed writing down all my feelings here. :) Thank God that I still have you by my side, bloggie. You are always with me. :)

Okayy, here comes the simply ending. That's all for today, I hope it's 'special enough'. And also, I sincerely hope that you all have a nice day today! :) #question: Guys, got girls come and confess to you? :3 HAHAHA!

P/s: For me, too bad, I don't have any guys to confess with. So, I'll just pass this and I'm not waiting for the next four years of today. :3 When that time, I hope I'm already with my future boy boy and we'll be happily together, steadily. :3 HAHAHA!

I hope that dream will come true soon. :) Okayy, really gotta go for now. Chaos.

24/2, I'm trying.

Dear Bloggie,


Hello! :) What's up everybody? Yo! :P Haha! I'm doing 'not-so-good'. How about you? :) I hope you're doing extremely fine.

So skip those not so important thingy. Hmm.. I just finished my exam on this week's Tuesday. Shocked that I already finished my exams? Yes, you should. Because for other schools will be having their exams at next week or next next week, yeah. But for my 'beloved' school already started the exam so fast and ended the exams so fast (extremely fast), just for Form 1,2 and 3. Form 4 and Form 5 their exams still haven't finish yet. Wish you luck guys. :) Seriously, some more in one day got three subjects we need to take. How can the students handle so many in once? The school should give more time for us to study and let us to score for good marks. But, too bad, my school is not that type. I have nothing to say about it. :X So early then already started the exam, nevermind, but still expect GOOD results from us students. When we get bad results and say it's our fault of being lazy not to study. I was like, what? WE just finished our English and Bahasa Malaysia campaign week's activities last week. We're so busy preparing for those competition. How to really really concentrate on books? Thought we all students are superheroes? I wish I can become one too if can.

Some more a lot of out teachers already said to us that third of March only we will start out exam. But now also changed already. The teachers make us students already got the "third of March only exam" mood. So, blame us again for collecting wrong information? -_____- Even my tuition teachers said my school is too fast for the test so they couldn't give us to do any revision, how pathetic.  :( Luckily for this exam, I never expect anything for it. I'm just relax relax at there.. But no worries, at least I still got study a little bit for it. First exam is actually nothing will be counted. Why treat it so serious then? I don't want to give myself stress anymore. I will only focus on Mid year, PMR trial and PMR, that means all the exams next I will be focusing. Now's still time to enjoy some. :X HAHAHA! P/s: Please don't follow my bad behavior of being lazy. STAY AWAY.

Okayy, stop saying some things that will make me feel more angry and sad. Let's talk about life. I'm very happy recently. :) Of course it's nothing related to studies (books) and exams. The thing that makes me feel so happy is my class! ♥ Now my class is starting to become more livelier than before! :D That's a good good news. And yeaa, there's a lot of 'laughing' stuff to do also. x) Every day, I will be laughing crazily like a retard because of my fellow classmates. Every day sure will got some special kind of thing will happens. Yeah, that's the thing that I want to find in my Form 3 life. :3 Now, I'm starting to love school more. But, I'm still lazy to wake up in the morning to go school. Nothing's gonna change my love for my bed.

Secondly, this is a sad case, quite sad. :( My phone, but it's not a iPhone, Samsung Galaxy or Blackberry, it's just a Sony Ericsson w705i, it died on the day before yesterday. D: When I press on the keypad of its, it won't give any response. T_____T I WANT TO CRY! Why my phone will spoil at this kind of moment? When I really really need to use my phone. :( Sighs... Bad things happen always. :/

My w705i in pink... :( 

Now I announce that my phone is officially spoiled. Now I may kiss my phone goodbye. T______T *sobs* So now, I'm living my life WITHOUT a handphone! Let me prove that in this kind of cyber world I still can survive WITHOUT my phone! :P Haha! During the March school holidays, only I will go and buy a new phone.. For this time, I aim for Sony Ericsson Arc or Arc S. I hope my parents will sponsor me half of it. :X

Lastly, this is about something which is consider more random.. Well... you see.... I really feel like making a cover of any popular songs or whatever nice songs since very very long time ago.. But, I don't have the guts of making one.. And you know, I'm that kind of  "this also scare, that also scare" person.. I scare of this and that so much and I don't know why. :'( I don't have any confidence at all! D: I know I'm such a coward, ALWAYS. So for this time.. I'll put a sample, testing of my singing in my bloggie.. I don't really sing it too properly because at first I thought of just trying to record it down for myself to listen. I never thought I will think of upload to my bloggie to have a try.. :) So.. please don't give too harsh comment on it.. :/  And also please don't mind about my retarded look in the video, I look weird. If I sound very horrible or terrible, I'm really sorry.. Although I don't have a pretty face, shinning eyes and a lovely smile, I still hope you all will enjoy it. :) So.. I will present to you... "Can't Take My Eyes Off You" WITHOUT ANY BACKGROUND MUSIC. (Please scroll down to the end of my bloggie to close the background music first only you listen to this. I scare it will be over noisy.) And also please turn your speakers volume or the volume at the video there to be smaller.... Yeaa..

Well, I know there's one part is kinda awkward.. During the "I love you baby" part, well I don't have any background music.. I don't think I need to wait exact 17 seconds of the bridge only I start to sing the chorus part.. Sorry because I sang plainly without any background music...
EVERYTHING IS JUST A TESTING HERE, so really please don't be too mind about it.. If I get good reactions I will do a real serious one with background music and I will smile at the camera. :3 If I never get any reactions, no worries, I still will do something.. I will do a very very very serious to the max one with background music and I will smile until like this ":D" at the camera. ;3 Haha! No different I know, I'm just saying nonsense. :X Well, just trying around here.. don't be too serious about it..  I do look like a retard inside, right?

Let's see something more nicer, how about the flowers? 

I know I look so so so so different compare with the 'me' inside the video. HAHA. So camera is a real magical thingy that always change things to perfect. HAHA. :X The power of the camera. x)

Okayy, I think I will stop here now, I'm so so so sleepy after a tiring school day and tomorrow I still need to attend to school for the scout activity.. #busy So it's time to say goodbye. :) Chaos. ♥

15/2, just after Valentine's.

Dear Bloggie,


Hii ya! So how are you all? :) I hope you all are doing well. :) For me is still okayy, not too too bad or too too good. :P Thought of blogging at last Saturday. But too busy, too tired and at the end, too lazy, again. >___<
Sorry, I didn't mean it. Just because of my schedule is too full and busy. :( I so hope that I can get enough sleep and enough time for me to do some of my things.

Well, for me, last Saturday, my exams started. How nice right? How 'nice'. For other school they just have their replacement school studies but for us we need to take exams. -____- How 'fair' was that. But for that day is just Malay and English paper, well, nothing much to worry about (except for the Malay). Nothing to do after I finished the English paper. Instead of wasting time at there, cannot lay on the table and sleep also (our form teacher don't allow us), I wrote a draft of my blog post on the exam paper itself. :X

Okayy, no worries, I got a lot to tell but I will just make it very very short, as short as I could. I'm also quite tired for now, just because I feel that if I don't update my bloggie I will feel very very bad. :( So, here's the story goes.

Firstly, what I want to say is my tuition. Yes, a very nice place, very nice environment, peaceful and very comfortable. It's a very very ideal tuition place. The teachers are great, they are nice and funny. Most important, THEY KNOW HOW TO TEACH VERY VERY WELL! Thank God I'm in the right tuition centre. And also, I'm so lucky that I'm in that Monday and Wednesday's class. At those days, I got my schoolmates and also classmate from my school, although they're all boys, but still, better than there's nobody I know. They're very funny and they have the ability to make the class to be more livelier. :P And also, I love my classmates at the tuition there too, they are all so so nice. :) I'm so happy that I'm not in the wrong tuition.. #shedAtear


Secondly, I'm joining my school's singing competitions. Malay and English singing. Just finished the English singing competition (Malurian Idol) yesterday on Valentine's. For me, I sang 'Forget You' by Cee-Lo Green. :) What a nice song that I picked, I'm gonna forget somebody on Valentine's. :X Haha! How was it? Well, for me, I don't think I performed well, there's still room for improvement, and I can say that room is quite big, or maybe you can describe it as HUGE. But for my supportive friends, they said I did very well on the stage (but actually I don't feel so). Still, I want to thank my friends for supporting me! :D Without them, I'm nothing on stage.. :) THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH! ♥ I love you all... ♥ And yeah, one good news, the results are out today and I won the third place! :D Teehee! I'm so happy because I don't think I can win this prize. :) That's just a dream come true.. Teehee! ^___^ And for tomorrow, I will be participating in the Malay singing competition, and I will be singing 'Kisah Hati' by Alyah, that's a very hard song to sing, but I got no choice. :X Less Malay songs that I know, and this is the best one that I heard (for me). ♥ I will try my best on tomorrow. :) Wish me luck. ♥

Thirdly, exams. Seriously, this time for my school, they arranged the exams way too fast! D There's not enough time for us to study also. :(  For other schools, they will be starting their exam at next next week. Still got plenty of time to study. So good. :( Next week is already the exam and I'm not ready at all! Some more all subjects will be like Form 1, Form 2 and also a little bit of Form 3.. :( How am I gonna study all these in just few days? But the exam will be finish in 2 days. -_____- Fast, very very fast, too too too fast! :OO As lighting! :O I will try my best to score for my exam, I will be aiming for top 10 this time, no buts. *pressure pressure pressure* I will also try my best for not forcing myself....... again... :/ #stressed #noconfidence 


Oops, now only realized that I already wrote so many things. Quite long already. :X Please be patient to read it all.. :) I know my blog is kinda boring, every post also no picture just plain long long text, I know I know. So this time, yeaa, I will be putting a picture, a very nice boring picture. :) Haha!

Instead of receiving flowers, I took pictures of my mother's plants at the balcony there. :3 So, yeah, how's your Valentine's everyone? :) Enjoyed with your love ones? Special ones? :) Or celebrate it with friends? :) Or  with the computer? Or forever alone like me? :( Sighs. For me, it was just a very very normal day. Well, you see, I'm not a pretty girl, so that means I don't have any popularity. In addiction, I'm also a quite 'anti-social' person. (Not to say anti-social, just I don't know how to socialize so I always just stay quiet, but best buddies are not included. :X)  So, I won't be expecting any gifts or presents. (Don't laugh at me I tell you! :P)

No matter how you celebrated Valentine's, I hope that's a blast for you! :D Most important is to be happy though. :)  Er hemm, one thing. Outside there, single ladies, can you hear me? Let's put your hands up! x) Single ladies, we shall unite! :3 Haha! #craziness 

Okayy, I think I should stop here. Still need to go and do some practice for the Malay singing tomorrow. :3 Tired to the max, sleepy to the max.. Desperately needs holidays. Sighs. D:

Hope you all enjoy your day, be happy. :) Chaos.

7/2, Finally, that, I'm back.

Dear Bloggie,


Anyone remember me? Sorry for leaving my bloggie here for A WHOLE MONTH. D: I didn't mean to be away for that long time. Just that I don't have enough time to come here for an update. :( Sometimes, I'm too tired, sometimes, I'm too busy and last but not least, sometimes, I'm too lazy.

A lot of happenings, yeaa. CNY's over, my birthday's over, my mother's birthday over, tomorrow is schooling day again, starting tuition tomorrow, exams coming in this week. OH GOSH. That's a lot, and I don't know where to start.

Okayy, my bloggie is very different now right? Yeaa, this is my own design for my bloggie. New year, new template. New clothing for my precious little bloggie here. :P Haha! I hope my bloggie likes it. :P What do you think of my bloggie's new look? I hope it looks fresh. It's been a whole afternoon that I'm busy of my bloggie. Now, my bloggie is so 'rainbowy'. For my this design, I got my inspiration from songs. First, Over the Rainbow by Connie Talbot and also Jay Chou's Cai Hong (Rainbow). Secondly, for the blog header, the inspiration is from LMFAO's Sexy and I know it. Haha! x) Well, what can I say is, this whole design is a very memorable one. This includes a lot of memories that I keep for my own... Fantasy memories, like a dream.

I've so much to share but now I'm running out of time, too bad. :( I haven't even complete my homework, and now it's already 9:10p.m. Honestly saying, I got a lot of homework to do. I'm so dead.

I'll try my best to update my bloggie, no matter is a short one or a long one. Pray to the God that time can treat me good. And please, don't forget me, I beg. D:

So, I gotta go now. :( Chaos, stay tuned!