Well, a month just passed like that. JUST LIKE THAT. So fast November ends, and there comes December. Time doesn't wait. And now finally I realized, when good things happen, time passes extremely fast; when bad things happen, you thought it passes much more slower than before, it's actually not, it's still the same. Maybe this is like what they said, a storm won't last forever.
"After a hurricane, comes a rainbow."
I actually thought about blogging at the last day of November though, but too bad and I thought of blogging yesterday too and yup too bad too sad. I drag it all until today, the midnight. Maybe now, I can only let it out through words.
Words are powerful, meaningful but at the same time, it's hurtful too. Meaningful words, may bring you the tears of joy while hurtful words may bring you the tears of sadness.
Always mind your words every time you type or speak, always think twice. Especially for us, the ones who always use social networks. Because words, are also the main cause of cyber bully. You will never know how big are the power of words to cheer or to hurt someone, INDIRECTLY. :)
Well, I'm having a very complicated feeling right now. I don't know how to describe the feeling I'm having now. It's kinda like a messy mood. Like clouds are covering the brightness to shine into my heart. I wished to cheer up. It's so suffering to have this kind of messy mood, you can't even know what to feel. I can have multiple moods in one time. I can feel anger, sadness, disappointment, loneliness and etc etc. I don't know how to react.. :') It drives me insane.. :')
I'm an emotional type of person, I get emotional easily. It's really hard to control my own mood. I know I've to learn, because this is not really good. Once you started to think too much, you will start to create problems that never exist and worrying about it, then put yourself into a bad mood later on you will be messing up a lot a lot of things. And for some things, you may regret afterwards but it will be too late, because you can't turn back time to change all things right again.
How I wish my feelings had a delete button. So I can just delete all the bad ones. Then I no need to think that much and be sad for so long. All negative thoughts just disappear like that. No more coming back. How good?
Well, I hope, I can soon cheer up myself and be happy. I need my cheerfulness back. These few days, I'm just so depressed like a body without a soul. I should keep on believing, and think slightly positive, after all the pain, happiness will come. :') Must be patient and don't stop trying to make things right.
When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place. Don't ever give up!
"The difference between school and life; in school, you learn your lesson and get tested. In life, you get tested and then learn your lesson."
Leave all the pain behind, forget all about it. It's a brand new month, a new beginning! Life goes on. You only live once, make all your moments a great one to remember for your whole life. Don't leave any regrets.
Every second counts. Don't waste it. ♥
Always appreciate what you have, don't wait until you lost it and it's too late to get it back. ♥
It's time for me to go, gotta get some sleep now. Wish everyone have a good kick start for the entire month and of course for myself too. Enjoy the very last month of year 2013, make it a blast one and memorable one. ♥
Chaos.
