There's always a light in the darkness.

I never thought time can be passed that fast in just a blink of an eye. My last blog post is exactly one or two months ago already. Everyday I say to myself, I need to find time to blog. But I ended up putting things until tomorrow and laziness and sometimes inspiration comes but no mood to write anything, too bad too sad.

Well, a month just passed like that. JUST LIKE THAT. So fast November ends, and there comes December. Time doesn't wait. And now finally I realized, when good things happen, time passes extremely fast; when bad things happen, you thought it passes much more slower than before, it's actually not, it's still the same. Maybe this is like what they said, a storm won't last forever.

"After a hurricane, comes a rainbow."

I actually thought about blogging at the last day of November though, but too bad and I thought of blogging yesterday too and yup too bad too sad. I drag it all until today, the midnight. Maybe now, I can only let it out through words.

Words are powerful, meaningful but at the same time, it's hurtful too. Meaningful words, may bring you the tears of joy while hurtful words may bring you the tears of sadness.

Always mind your words every time you type or speak, always think twice. Especially for us, the ones who always use social networks. Because words, are also the main cause of cyber bully. You will never know how big are the power of words to cheer or to hurt someone, INDIRECTLY. :)

Well, I'm having a very complicated feeling right now. I don't know how to describe the feeling I'm having now. It's kinda like a messy mood. Like clouds are covering the brightness to shine into my heart. I wished to cheer up. It's so suffering to have this kind of messy mood, you can't even know what to feel. I can have multiple moods in one time. I can feel anger, sadness, disappointment, loneliness and etc etc. I don't know how to react.. :') It drives me insane.. :')

I'm an emotional type of person, I get emotional easily. It's really hard to control my own mood. I know I've to learn, because this is not really good. Once you started to think too much, you will start to create problems that never exist and worrying about it, then put yourself into a bad mood later on you will be messing up a lot a lot of things. And for some things, you may regret afterwards but it will be too late, because you can't turn back time to change all things right again.

How I wish my feelings had a delete button. So I can just delete all the bad ones. Then I no need to think that much and be sad for so long. All negative thoughts just disappear like that. No more coming back. How good?

Well, I hope, I can soon cheer up myself and be happy. I need my cheerfulness back. These few days, I'm just so depressed like a body without a soul. I should keep on believing, and think slightly positive, after all the pain, happiness will come. :') Must be patient and don't stop trying to make things right.
When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place. Don't ever give up!


"The difference between school and life; in school, you learn your lesson and get tested. In life, you get tested and then learn your lesson."


Leave all the pain behind, forget all about it. It's a brand new month, a new beginning! Life goes on. You only live once, make all your moments a great one to remember for your whole life. Don't leave any regrets.
Every second counts. Don't waste it. ♥

Always appreciate what you have, don't wait until you lost it and it's too late to get it back. ♥

It's time for me to go, gotta get some sleep now. Wish everyone have a good kick start for the entire month and of course for myself too. Enjoy the very last month of year 2013, make it a blast one and memorable one. ♥

Chaos.

I am singing my blue.

Holiday. Please, I want you to stay. Don't break up with me please... :'( I need you to be by my side.. every hour, every minute, every second... How do I live without you.. </3

Monday, the worst nightmare ever. It's coming tomorrow. Some more school reopens. I don't wanna go school. D: At least, at least, I Will keep myself busy because need to prepare for teachers' day performance and also canteen day.  But, seriously, I don't wanna face my exam results.

Time passes real fast. Two weeks finished in just a blink of an eye. Well, what I enjoyed the most from this holiday probably will be the SDO-X Amatuer Tournament that I joined. ;) That was a memorable one. And what I can say is, my holiday was full of gan jiong ness.

What comes next was my piano exam last Wednesday. I planned to blog about it, but, I also don't know why I haven't blog about that until now. Hahaha. So let me summarize it.

Now, the only thing I can do is "Pray and hope for the best". I didn't strive for the best because I was too gan jiong. Always, always gan jiong ness killed everything. This time, the fourth time I only go for solfege means singing. Melody singing and melody singing with accompaniment which both pieces that we never see or practice before for melody singing after pitching the first note or chord we need to sing out the whole song (8 bars/2 lines). For melody singing with accompaniment, for the pitching it will be the same as the melody singing but after that we need to play the accompaniment for the song according to the chords given by the piece.

I got a lot of wishes from my beloved friends.. And the best motivation from my cyber best friend.. and one of my good friend who accompany me to text when I was waiting outside of the exam room. :P Hahaha. I am so blessed to have all of them. But mostly all of them are my cyber friends.

Well, I told myself not to be nervous when I was outside the examination room, waiting for my turn. I calmed down. But the moment I stepped in the room, my heart beats fast. No colours and promises ah I tell you.

Then when I first looked at the pieces. I was so happy for the melody singing one, because it was quite easy, maybe. Then I pitched the first chord, I started to sing. The first line was okayy, no out of pitch, everything is perfect. But when the second line. Hohohoho. Out of pitch already, I noticed that. But I cannot go back anymore so I continued it "out-of-pitch-ly".

I was so upset. I thought I can do it. But at the end I screwed up. Then, I started to be more nervous. Because this is the last chance for me to pass my Yamaha Fundamentals 5.. :(
Then I tell myself, I cannot screw up the another one. But.. because of the gan jiong ness, the time signature is 6/8 but I start it wrongly the first note, for two times. Then I said sorry to the examiners, then I stopped to calm down myself. After few seconds, I started to play and sing again. I didn't stop, I didn't sing out of pitch, I didn't play wrongly. I sang out loud and clear, I played loud as well.
So I think I did a good job. Because this is the first time.. I did a very very good job in this melody singing with accompaniment. I am proud of myself. Hahahaha.

After that, the examiners asked me to sit infront of them to have a little talk. They said to me I did put my effort to sing, they saw it. They said my voice was good. But then my accompaniment was too heavy. Then, the another examiner talked about my melody singing. He said maybe because I forgot about the flat so I started to sing out of pitch at the second line.

Well, will I pass the exam or not? I don't know. It all depends on luck now. I think I can pass, but I don't know whether the examiner can give me a pass or not. Only God knows.

Like what my mother said, don't think about it anymore. No matter how much I think about it, I can't change anything. So just wait for the results to come out, and wish for the best.

Of course I hope will pass laaa. 4 times already weii. Super super sad. </3

So after my summary, I think I should go to bed now since my mother is rushing me to. And tomorrow is a school day. </3 And I am sick now. Aduiii. Why why why.

Oh yeah before that, I finally got a photo of the SDO-X tournament  which I am inside. Took it from the Genysis E-sports' like page. :P
So that's the situation inside during the tournament. Hohoho. Very meriah haha.

Okayy laa. Goodnight everyone. ♥ Chaos. ♥

SDO-X Amateur Tournament and...... I grown up.

It's been a long time, again. Hahaha.

Well, recently I keep spamming my Facebook's statuses. So, I don't think I need any blog post if I spam at there. Hahaha. Laziness kills.

Honestly saying, I'm quite emo recently. Why? Later you will know why.

Today, I joined the SDO-X amateur tournament organized by Genysis E-Sport at Berjaya Times Square. It's the first time ever I join any online games competition. :3 HOHO. Once in a lifetime experience.

Thank God we no need to take the train since morning so many people are actually taking it. My father sent us there, my mother and I. After we had our breakfast, the time is still early, the shopping center haven't even open yet. So we need to wait outside of the shopping center together with many other people. :P

"Why so many people so early come here?" I asked my mother.
My mother remained silence until I realized by my own, "Today is public holiday, some more many people after their breakfast also come here to wait the shopping center to open."

That time, I was so nervous. :>3< Super super gan jiong. I'm not familiar with the place (the last time I went there was 4 years ago), not familiar with the computer, not familiar with the internet speed (because my house one super super lag), the most important one, I'm not familiar with the keyboard there. I didn't bring my own keyboard.

Wait ah wait, wait ah wait. HOHO, 10a.m already, the shopping center is open for business! :D Then we went inside, took a lift and up to the 9th floor.
P/s: The shop lots were not fully opened yet by that time, OMG, it's a little bit creepy.

What a coincidence, I took the lift with the people-in-charge for the tournament. Don't know why, because of that, I feel lagi gan jiong. >3<  You know right, I'm not good with people. So when I see a lot of people who are elder than me, all "big jiejie" "big korkor", I will very very scare, don't know why. =3=

Reached there, queued up to take my attendance and I picked a paper from the box given there, to see which group I am in. Well, I'm in group B. That time, I have no idea who's the same group with me, and who's my opponent. Then, I started to warm up. Super not used with the computer speed or internet speed because it's TOO SMOOTH and then, the keyboard. -__-

Played a lot of hard songs to let my fingers to be loosen a little bit.
Then, I meet with my cyber best friend, HOHOHO. :P Glad to meet him face to face after so long  facing the character in the computer only. HAHAHA.

Then, it's time for us to get ready for the competition. OHHHHMYYYYGODDDDD SUPERRRR GANNNJIONGGGGGG!!!
Group A,B.C,D starts first.
We were called to be seated in our respective place. That time, my hands were sweating like.... OMG -__-
After we logged in, went inside the room, the we were given two songs to warm up ourselves.
Thank God it's just warm up, because I'm noob at those warm up songs. -__-

Well, my group got 6 people including me. Got 2 girl characters while other of course all boys.
When I first see that one girl, I feel very happy, at least I no need to become the only girl in the group, then I looked at the roll I've been sitting, then I saw, the girl character is actually a boy using it. =3=
That means I'm still the only girl in the reality. =3=

I don't know how I should describe my first round. Well, I can just say, I'm so lucky to get first place at the first round. The 4th song saved me, because I scored it ACP a.k.a all combo perfect.

Then after they announce who are the qualifiers to the second round, my name is announced. So, while waiting for the next round, my mother and I went to have some snacks and gaigai. :3

After one hour, we came back, they just left for their lunch time. So I used that time to train myself for half an hour.
P/s: The price there was not cheap. =3=

Lunch time's over. They started to take our attendance again. I find this funny. When they call our in game names, it's actually so strange, because this is reality not game. The names some more so.... fantasy. HAHAHAHA. Like my in game name is Cute_strawberry. But I'm not cute, and I'm not a strawberry...
HAHAHAHA x) Don't know why, I laughed so hard.

This time, group A and group B's qualifiers are grouped together. Then only two people will be qualified to the semi-finals. I started to become nervous and a little bit stressed because of that. My aim is to get into the semi-finals.

This time, they let us to warm up by our own. Then the competition starts again.

This time, a lot of situations happened.

The first song, because of my careless mistakes and gan jiong-ness, I MISSED THE NOTES. OMG
THAT KILLS A LOT.

I got last for the first song.

The only thing I could tell myself is DON'T EVER GIVE UP UNTIL THE END.

The second song, I more gek sei. I all combo perfect for all the notes, but ONE BAD. BAD THAT BAD.
Even my opponent looked at the results and get shocked.

"Inilah nasib."

Then I got third for the second song.

The third song, BECAUSE OF MY GAN JIONG-NESS ONCE AGAIN, I couldn't focus anymore. D:
Because I screwed up the two songs. So I screwed up this again by hitting too many of cools.

Still, I never give up even though I know there's no hope for me to win.

The fourth song, well, I scored it well. I got second place finally. But, no hope. It cannot let me to go into the semi-finals. :(

I feel so sad, so sad, so sad by that time. Because for the songs, it's actually not that hard. But, because of my gan jiong-ness, I screwed up everything.

Although I screwed up each round of the song, I still able to laugh. I'm so glad to group with the epic peoples. P/s: They are all boys. =3=

They keep playing inside the game room like gays. :P HAHAHA. That really makes me laugh a lot. It's really hilarious. :P Thank you so much guys. :)

So, I'm extremely moody by that time. Then I started to think. All because of my low self-esteem.
I'm not an optimistic person. I'm quite negative, especially this recently.

I actually have the potential to win, don't say about the luck first, say about myself. Why I need to think myself as a noob? When I'm not? I don't have that self confidence in me. If, I'm confident with myself, I think, I can really make it to the semi-finals.

I think too much, and I let myself to be in trouble. If I didn't lose confident towards myself.... If I just believe in myself... :')

During that second round match, I keep turning my head behind to look at my mother to calm myself a bit. She said to me, "Nevermind, it's okayy, just play." When I looked at my friend, he keep said to me, "Relax."

That time, my mood is just so complicated. Of course, I want to win so badly. But, my devil me, just.... pulled me down.. :'(

Okayy, back to the luck, yeaa, maybe my luck is not enough for this time. :) Luck is really an important thing, without it, you won't success. Well, I don't have the luck today. ;)

After this tournament, it let me realized a lot of things. I cannot be scared, I cannot lose confident of my own, I MUST BELIEVE IN MYSELF, LOW SELF-ESTEEM MUST GO AWAY!!!!

Those things, affect me like a lot in my everyday life, not just the tournament only. :')
Especially, this recently, these two months.. :') I suffered like hell. My feelings, my heart, my everything.

Let me tell you why I'm being emo. Yup, we broke up, my SDO bf broke up with me.
He treated me so well, he's the one who claims that love me a lot... but he is the one who hurt me the most.
I thought my character in SDO will never be alone anymore in SDO.. :') Like he said to me, he will be the last one to stand beside of my character, forever.. :') But... he's the one who broke this promise that he gave to me.. :')

I'm so naive, right?

This is not the first time that happened to me, but, I still believed in him.
Because, he is the first guy who let me feel like, he's different than others. He's a kind guy. a sweet guy.
Yes, previously, I hurt him a lot.
I'm so sorry. Maybe, this is what they called "Karma".
I believe in karma.
I get back what I gave to others.
:')

Because of this thing, I've been sad for a long time, it's almost two months now.
Because of this thing, I neglected my studies. Like I didn't even study at all. I don't care whether I fail or pass my papers.  I HAVE NO MOOD TO STUDY. IT JUST CAN'T GO INTO MY BRAIN.
And that's probably the last stupid thing I done for him. :')
Some more mid term exam, parents need to come school to get our results. :')
I feel so bad, so sad, the first time, I'm not even focusing in my papers like I don't even care about it.. :')
SOME MORE SCIENCE SUBJECTS. How great was it.

Because of this thing, I lose my shelter for my heart and my soul. He's the only one I've been relying on for months.. :') I'm a lonely person. He is the one will be there for me during the rough times. :') Suddenly he disappeared like that, I cannot get used to face everything by my own.. :')

After this tournament, I finally understand. I cannot continue to be like this anymore. I must be strong. I must get up and walk again. And run, and fly??? x) HAHAHAHA.

Yeaa, I must be strong enough to face all these. I cannot expect there's someone there for me every time for every thing. The only person that you worth believe in is YOURSELF. The only person that you can rely on is also YOURSELF. If I die heart, I lose hope to myself, then my life is ruined. I will be super useless. Even the cacat people, are fighting for their own life, their living, they didn't lose hope. But, for me, the God gave me a wonderful body, perfect, nothing is cacat, but, I gave up on myself. This is just, so sad. I shouldn't be so, I must appreciate everything.

He left, but he leave a space for a people who's a worthy. ;) I must wait for that person... while the person is waiting for me also.. :)

To him, you must take care of yourself, stay healthy, stay happy, wish you all the best, you will always be inside my memories. ;)
- sincerely me. ;)

I should leave all these behind, since, it's over. I should move on. I still many years to go.  A little thing like that shouldn't be blocking my sunshine of tomorrow.

Some more, we only met in game. GAME. GAMEEEEEE.

Put it down. (Y)

So, after all these, I'm wide awake now. I will try to cheer up myself. And won't simply put myself in a bad mood again. ;)

Now, piano exam is next. THE NEXT GANJIONG THINGTHING, AHHHHHHH.
I cannot fail anymore, AND THERE'S NO CHOICE FOR ME, I REALLY NEED TO PASS IT.
So, hardcore training for my piano exam. I CAN DO IT. (Y) I MUST BELIEVE IN MYSELF. SELF CONFIDENCE AND NO LOW SELF-ESTEEM!!!!!!!

Well, I will fight hard for my studies, play hard for my online games especially SDO <3 and also practice hard for my piano. ;)

WORK HARD, PLAY HARD.

P/s: I'm so shy when meeting so many people!!! >3< SUPER SHYYYY. I failed at socializing, as always. DUHHHHHHHHH.

Okayy, my blog post is loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong enough. I think nobody's gonna make it through here. For the ones who really sincerely finish the whole piece of blog post. I LOVE YOU! <3 HAHAHAHA :P

P/s: PAISEH LONG LONG BLOG POST WITH NO PICTURES. I want to take pictures one.... BUT.. SHYNESS KILLS EVERYTHING AS WELL LAAAAAAAA. T______T

I should go and sleep now. Tomorrow is another day waiting for me to make it happening. So, goodnight and tata. ;) <3

♥ The sweetness within the rough times.

Honestly, I don't know how many times that I backspaced all the words, I don't know how should I start a blog post anymore. OMG.

I think finally, I know how to make a blog post short, for now. Actually I got a lot a lot of things crossing through my mind. I want to share them all out. But, I failed. -__- 

Come to the point, yesterday was the day that I laughed the most in this year, no fake laughs. :') I feel so so so happy. :') Now I'm so thankful to have my girlfriends who I can share my feelings with and  boyfriends who can make me laugh out loud. :')  I appreciate all of you. Loads of love!

Yesterday was a day with new experience. The first time, I went to a clinic with no accompaniment of parents, but with friends. :3 We all felt awkward, some more still wearing our school uniform. Haha. :3
Sorry for troubling you guys though. :3 If I come alone I will be so afraid. >3< So once again, I want to thank Kar Choon for his kindness. :3 And Shuying for her caring like a mother. x) HAHAHA. You both make my heart feels warm when I needed it. :)

苦中一点甜 ♥

P/s: Please don't report to my mother about this, I will be so dead if she finds out. 

So now I need to take my medicine like so secretly. I can't let my mother know. So unlucky is one of the medicine is in liquid form. -__- That makes my life miserable, like seriously.  And another unlucky thing is, I thought today my mother won't be letting me staying at home to rest, but... SHE DIDN'T WAKE ME UP IN THE MORNING. Now I'm like, OMG? Because I only take some medicine back home, the amount of medicint is only until yesterday night? :O I need to suffer one day without medicine again...  

Although I took the medicine during afternoon and night, I don't know why, I think that medicine does not work. I still don't have my appetite and after I eat or before I eat I will still feel like vomiting. And my back is still pain. :( I think I need to go to the doctor again, next Tuesday, if my back still pain like..... hell. BUT PLEASE NO INJECTION NO NO NO NO. 

I hope I can get well soon, and I don't ever expect this line of words will come out from the bottom of my heart this year but: I want to go school to have fun and meet my friends. 

At least, I'm not that lonely in school. :') I won't think that much in school. :') I need to be free from stress... I need to stop thinking negative stuffs, then I will feel much more happier....

Leave all those sad things aside. Time will do the job. 

After a hurricane comes a rainbow. 

Well, I think I will use this day properly to finish all the homework that's urgent to pass up. :3 HAHAHA.

Be back soon. :) Don't forget me. Chaos. <3 

So far so good.

Hello February, I'm starting it great. Having my best times in school. School always rocks except for the homeworks.

I'm trying my best to blend in with my classmates, the progress seems not bad. Well, it's just the beginning though. Things get better day by day. ;)

It's Thursday now, two more days to Chinese New Year eve. Done your shopping and house chores already? I done the front one only, hahahaha. The second one, way too lazy, after one long day at school, it's tiring.

After tomorrow then our holiday starts! Yeah!! :D I'm so excited for the reunion dinner and also the Chinese New Year! But for my feeling now, I'm more excited for tomorrow's school performances.
(Because I'm performing as well, muahaha!!)

What performance I do? I bet you can't guess. :P Let me tell you then.

LION DANCE.

It's quite unbelievable right? Chill, of course I'm not the one who dance the lion. I'm the 'instrument' player, I'm gonna be hitting the Chinese Gong! >3<

We keep practice our Chinese instruments this week. We took our study time to practice, like after recess then we all straight go to practice our things until the school ends. That means I actually skipped a lot of classes. -___- But, like I care? X) HAHAHA

We only celebrate Chinese New Year once in a year, some more lion dance is our Chinese tradition, so we MUST make this grand.

But the awkward part of this whole lion dance thingy is........ I'm the ONLY GIRL inside the whole lion dance group. Although I'm more 'manly' comparing to many of my girl friends, but at least I still got treated like a girl and look like a girl inside there. Why I am more manly? I don't know. My voice is rough, broad shoulders etc etc. Luckily my female hormones are more than 50%. I think.

It's quite fun together with the boys, just sometimes the topic they are talking about.. Well, you know, not suitable for me and also I don't know what should I talk with the boys, except when they come and talk to me. So most of the time I'm there seeing them, laugh when they talk or play or joking around and also be forever alone. I'm a girl, WHAT TO DO. I don't fit in.

Thank God, they treat me well, and also care for me. :D I got very less heavy jobs to do. :P All the boys will do, MUAHAHA. *Evil laughs*

Thank you all guys for treating me well, so good you all. :P Haha! And also good luck to all us for tomorrow's performance. Please sleep tonight, don't need to feel nervous or panic, let's get EXCITED because we gonna rock this!!!!!! :DDDD
We all are the best, be confident!!! We can do it because Malurians boleh!! :P HUAT AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Except for the lion dance thingy, tomorrow is my school's Chinese calligraphy competition also (I'm also joining), after the performance. I just got the news from Facebook, then I got panic and cincai practice few Chinese words with the brushhhh. HAHAHA. Thank God is during school time, no need to stay back like previous years. That means can ponteng kelas as well, HOOOORAYYYY!! No lesson before holidays, and I don't want homeworks thank you. =3=

Okayy.. Actually I still have so many things to share but due to the time, if I don't sleep now, then I won't be energized tomorrow. So it's bedtime!

Will come back for more, stay tuned.

Tata, xoxo.

P/s: I'm gonna be dead for not completing my English essay...

Midnight typing. ;)

Hello, I bet many of you are sleeping now since tomorrow is a schooling day.

Well, for me, I'm not going to school tomorrow. I take another one day off to let my sick to be fully recover then Wednesday I will be going to school and also attend that after school co-curricular activity. T___T

Okayy, this is my first try of using my phone's Blogger App to blog. :3 Accidentally found this awesome app at Google playstore. You know, I'm quite lazy nowadays to blog, now there's an app for blogging that will be easier for me to blog maybe like before bedtime? I like to tweet/post a lot of statuses before bedtime I don't know why, and everytime I did, I'm using my phone. So this application comes out very handy. I like it so much!! I hope I won't face those posting errors , God please bless me.

So Blogger Erin is back on track!! I won't let my bloggie to be dusty and lonely anymore!! Teehee! Need to use my smart phone wisely or else I'm actually paying so much to buy an expensive clock.

CNY's getting closer, but my birthday will be closer. :P HAHAHA!!
Haven't fully prepare for CNY. Haven't clean up the house, haven't put up the decos (it's been years since we last did that), most important is I HAVEN'T FINISH TO SHOP FOR MY NEW YEAR CLOTHES YET. I still owe a bag, shoes, shirts, blabla and so on.. So I can't wait for doing the shopping! :3 But before that I think I need to finish the cleaning first. T___T

Looking forward to MY BIRTHDAY and also CNY. <3 I can't wait! I hope everything will be fine and alright throughout the process. <3

So goodnight and goodbye all my beloved ones, love ya all! ;) XOXO

YO WASSUP

YOYO EVERYONE.  It's really been a long time since the last update. Okayy, I admit, I'm super lazy. And also I don't think I have anything to blog. BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE A LIFE! I'm always with my computer, and ONLINE ONLINE ONLINE 24/7. NONSTOP. Can I have my LIFE back please?

I need my SOCIAL LIFE back. It's like seriously. I'm so quiet nowadays. I don't have anything to talk, to speak, to start a conversation with. Okayy, I have, but I don't think there's anyone will be interested. Sighs. My life now is so FOREVER ALONE. Still remember about my form 2 life, the beginning part? Yeaa, now I'm all by myself.

My best friends went to other classes, A class and B class while I'm still staying at the same class, C class. At least I'm still happy with my class even though it's not the same as last year's 3 C anymore. :(

Honestly I regretted so much. If I put my effort to study, I think I can score pretty well. If you all don't know my PMR results, mine would be 4 As and 4 Bs. A's for Chinese, English, Geography and Science. Still, I need to be satisfied with my results SINCE I didn't pay out any hard work, some more still ONLINE GAMES WHOLE DAY LONG. 4 A 4 B, it's actually quite unbelievable. Last minute work is always awesome. (Y)

NOW I WOULD LIKE TO ANNOUNCE THAT FORM FOUR IS DEFINITELY A HONEY MOON YEAR FOR ME. 

Well, you know, every teacher first come in to the class, then they will keep telling that, "Form 4 is not a honeymoon year." Are you trying to give your students' STRESS just in the beginning of the year?

Some of my friends went tuition last year. OMG, so hard working... And many of them start their tuition already for now. Me? HAHAHAHA. Slow slow wait. Wait slow slow. :DD I'm really lazy to go for tuition. One subject also need to teach more than one hour. I will be sleeping in the tuition class. I'm thinking of tuition after CNY, but still, see first. But the subjects I must take will be PHYSICS and ADD MATHS. I think Biology is the easiest and Chemistry is still okayy. Seriously, I really really hate Maths, like a lot. Why come out one ADD MATHS AND PHYSICS?! You are actually making my life more miserable. T__T

MY CURRENT STATUS: Still not yet used to school life, so tiring, everyday need to wake up SUPER EARLY, and get not enough of sleep, homeworks, rushing homeworks at the last minute, online game things, social thingy and so on of problems. ARGH.

Now I'm actually looking forward to my SWEET SIXTEEN birthday! :D ♥ 
9 days more. :)

Gaming time is here, gotta go now. Chaos. ;)