28/12, 2012 is near.

Dear Bloggie,


Hii ya! :D
Well, again, it's been quite awhile I didn't come here.
Sorry, lack of topics to write in these days.
2012 is near, 3 days more.
2011 is gonna end. :O
Seriously I don't want it to end. :(
It's just too fast, everything's just too fast.
Especially the wonderful ones.
Nothing I can do about it, time won't stay.
Just hope the coming year will be fun as this year too. ♥
Okayy, for now, I come for a short summary for my days at Seremban. :P
Taylor Swift go Back To December, I go back to Seremban. :P
Hahaha! :3
I went back to Seremban at 22/12, it's the Winter Solstice.
Reached my mother's hometown there at 8p.m something.
I did have my "Tang Yuan". :)
It's mmm mmm good! :D
I love to eat "Tang Yuan" so much.
Yupp, my favorite.

I'm loving the sweet soup. :3 

23/12, nothing much to do at there.
Almost is only me being #oneisoneandallalone.
Why?
My little cousins and 'big'cousins are there.
And I don't know how to plat with the little ones, and the 'big' ones go and play with them.
Well, probably, silence is still the best for me, though. :X
At the night, my third aunt brought many of us to the noodles stall near the house.
It's been a long time I never tasted the noodles there.
And the noodles there TASTES GREAT! :DDD
OMG! ♥

"Gon lou mee" in cantonese. 

IT'S HARD TO FIND A NICE, DELICIOUS GON LOU MEE AT KL!
Or maybe, impossible?
And yeah, the price of this small bowl of Gon lou mee is just RM2.50.
It's just so reasonable and cheap! :D
And most important it's really really really very nice.
I'm craving for more!
Teehee.
^________^
24/12, it's the day everyone's been waiting for, Christmas Eve. :)
And it's also my dearest cousin sister's birthday. ♥

Her very nice birthday cake. 

Once again, happy birthday to you, I hope you enjoyed your birthday very much since we played crazily with the adults and children.
Hahaha! :X
I can't forget that day, and I won't forget.
It's just so much fun! :D
Unforgettable. ;)
25/12, HOHOHO! MERRY CHRISTMAS DAY. :P
For this day, of course we got plans. :P
Outing to AEON Jusco Seremban 2 to watch movie and shopping! ♥
For sure, the adults are following. :P
Well, we woke up early in the morning to prepare.
The movie starts at 11:20a.m.
And all of us woke up at 7a.m something.
Why so early?
Haha, well, girls.
What they want? :P
PRETTY. x)
Including me, haha!
My big cousin sister is becoming a 'make up artist' for a day. :P
When she's done with her make up, she comes and help us with the make up.
That really took a lot of time.
But the progress is really tiring but fun! :DD

We're ready to go! :D  

We watched Alvin and the Chipmunks 3.
OMG! :D
THAT'S TERRIBLY CUTE. x)
I can't stand the cuteness of the chipmunks and also when they sing.
CUTE TO THE MAX!
Awww...
It's a really nice movie, but it just too short.
:3
Okayy, after the movie, we walked around the shopping mall, go to the toilet there to take photos and keep on shop shop shop! :DD

A group photo of the teenage girls. ♥

Bought something for myself too.
A new schoolbag.
Too bad the purple colour one sold out. :(
I can't fulfill my dream with purple schoolbag next year.
But nevermind, even though it's not purple in colour, the school bag still looks great! :D

IN PINKKKK! :DDD ♥

Sorry I forget to rotate the photo. :S
Gonna buy a big big teddy bear to hang on this bag. :P
Looks great huh the bag? :)
Simple and cool. :P
Haha!
Finished our outing with a smile! :D

Took off my make up. 

Actually I feel not so comfortable with the make up on, and I feel myself more uglier when the make up is on, especially the fake eyelashes.

With make up. 

Do I look nice with the make up? :/
I feel it as weird.
>_____<
And I don't know why.
Maybe just a simple mascara and lip gloss suites me more. :P
Haha! :)
26/12, my big cousin sister brought us to Seremban 2's City Park! :D
It's nice to breathe in some fresh air at the park.
But it's kinda crowded that day..
FOR THE FIRST TIME. :O
Many people come to feed the fishes that day huh?

The bridge is crowded with people. :O 

The lake. 

A nice shot by my cousin sister. ;) 

They're fish feeding! :D 

Saw the fishes? 

A group photo. Credits to the unknown uncle. 

Big cousin sister with the two little cute ones. :P  ♥

Went to the playground, let the little ones play while the big ones are taking pictures ANYWHERE. Hahaha!

How playful they are. :P 

My cousin and second aunt are so playful. HAHA! x) 

Hahahaha! x)

My solo. :X 

The little ones. ♥

At the hole together. ♥

Very heavy, huh? :P 

My solo, again. :X 

Group photo! :DD

After no long, we head back to home because the dinner is ready. :X

And it's a feast! We can't miss it.

:) 

It's fun to have fun at the City Park there.

Thanks to my big cousin sister who brought us there. ♥

Love ya! ;) 

27/12, okayy, it's a big day for me.

Why? 

BECAUSE I'M GONNA DO A REBONDING FOR MY HAIR! 

FOR THE FIRST TIME!

:OOO

I'm kinda nervous.

Because I love my hair so much, but I hope I can do a rebonding for my hair to make it more tidier.

Well, when I know my hair dresser is a GUY, I was like, OMG?

I never let a guy cut my hair before.

I prefer a girl.

Well, my cousin sister gets a girl, and I get a guy.

>_____<

Not quite comfortable when a guy touches my hair.

But, luckily, he's not rough, he's kinda gentle to my hair. :X

Teehee!

He says to me that no need to scare, he will make my hair into perfection.
Hmm..

Okayy, what can I do except for believe in him.

Spent 3 hours time sitting at there, can't move, can't walk.

ARGH, my back is kinda pain. :X
But after that, I saw the result.

I WAS LIKE, OMG IS THAT ME?

I not used to see myself like that. :O 

Honestly.

But nevermind, I like it. :) 

And they're having a promotion, for my hair length, plus with a special treatment (extra one), it just costs RM119.

SO CHEAP!

:OOOO

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!

EVERYTHING IS CHEAP AT SEREMBAN!

:OOOO

Okayy, is worth it.

:) 

After that I had my tea time at OldTown. :) 

RED BEAN RED BEAN RED BEAN!!!!!! ♥

I WANT THIS I WANT THIS! NOW!!!

I LOVE RED BEAN SO MUCH. :3

IMMA RED BEAN LOVER, HAHAHA!

x)

Sorry, I'm a bit out of control already.

Erhem, back to normal.

Okayy, back to home and my fourth uncle is going back to Johor already. :(

I will miss him so much!

But nevermind, less than a month Chinese New Year will arrives and then I can meet him again. :X

Teehee!

Okayy, that time only I took a picture of my brand new look. 

:) 

I really hope it's nice and suitable for me.

Because for now, I REALLY MISS MY OLD HAIR SO MUCH AND I DON'T KNOW WHY.

T________T

I hope I won't regret.

28/12, it's time to go home. D:
Well, my father is back yesterday, and for me it's time to go back to KL.

My father need to go back to work at the afternoon.

So we went back at morning.

Okayy, all of my cousins are still sleeping..

T_____T
Can't say byebye with them. :( 

But nevermind, at least, we said last night. :) 

I MISS YOU ALL SO BADLY NOW. D:
Faster Chinese New Year, I want to go back to Seremban and have fun! :DD

It will be a good one. ♥

Teehee.

Well, this is my summary for those days. :)

I'm having a blast there. :) 

Hope you all enjoyed your holidays, Christmas eve and Christmas. :) 

Well people, we're 'three' steps closer to new year.

End 2011 right and start 2012 with a smile. :) 

DON'T LEAVE ANY REGRETS.

Okayy, stop here.

Will be back soon.

Chaos. 

19/12, disappointed.

Dear Bloggie,


Hii ya my dear bloggie, how are ya? :)
Still fine without me?
It's been quite awhile since the last update of mine.
Sorry ya, too bad I'm sick for the whole week.
Just started to recover now.
Except for the sick thingy, I don't have anything to write also.
A bored holiday, some more a long one.
Sighs.
Well, I got something to write today, guess what's about?
Haha, yeaa, I know it's hard to guess, so no more nonsense and let's start the topic. :)
Today I woke up at 8:30a.m.
I woke up early because I need to go the school to check which class I will be in next year.
Well, feel kinda excited and also afraid.
Excited, because for quite a long time I didn't step out from my house, can breathe in some fresh air.
Afraid, something that I expected will really happens.
So I pray hard inside my heart and call myself to not think too much.
Everything will be just fine.
Okayy, soon after my family and I finish prepare ourselves, we head to the school first!
On the road, I feel so nervous.
Because I really had no idea what class I will be in next year.
I hope the school won't treat me cruel.
Well, no traffic jam today, so we reached school in a short time.
Since it's not a school day, my father can park his car inside the school compound.
No need to walk so much. :X
Haha!
Okayy, the class lists are all at the canteen.
I'm one step closer to it.
My heart beats faster and faster.
I'm getting panic and nervous.
TO THE MAX!
Okayy, I'm at the board now.
They're some of the Form 2s are checking their class too. :)
My friends, but not very close ones.
Okayy, searching for my name at those lists.
3 Bakti, don't have my name....
3 Cekal, don't have my name....
3 Damai, don't have my name....
HEYY! WAIT A SECOND, I'm seeing way too fast, impossible I'm not belong to those classes.
Let's check again, more clearer and slower.
Okayy, 3 Bakti........ No.
3 Cekal.........
.........
It's a yes for it.
But can I say no for it?
After I saw my class, I feel disappointed.
For what?
Not because I didn't study hard enough, just the school treat students unfairly.
Why I will say like that?
Same situation happened at last year.
That time, I'm in 1 Amanah, and I get 13th in class for the final exam.
I expected myself to be in 2 Amanah, because I think I really deserve it, my results are not that bad.
But, when I check the list, I'm in 2 Bakti.
I feel a little bit of disappointed too.
Because I think I really have the potential to be in 2 Amanah.
Who knows the school?
Then, after only I know.
From 1 Amanah, they only pick the 1st - 8th or 9th position in class for girls.
(Because girls almost take all the front positions.)
And then after that, All drop to 2 Bakti.
I can say I'm very lucky that I can go to 2 Bakti actually, Because I'm the LAST GIRL from 1 Amanah that can go to 2 Bakti.
They take 8th - 13th position in class for girls to go 2 Bakti.
For the boys? (Sorry no offense ya, please understand.)
1 Amanah's boys even ranking 15th++ or 20th++ still can be in 2 Amanah.
But why girls can't?
It's really really unfair to the girls.
Seriously.
Just because the school wants to balance the class with same amount of boys and girls (even though some how boys are still more than girls in a class).
But still, it's really unfair.
The school never see our results and marks.
They just want to balance the class! That's all.
So, it's really unfair to the girls.
Some girls really have the potential to stay in a better class, but just because of the boys, we need to drop class.
IT'S JUST RIDICULOUSLY UNFAIR.
But I'm not saying all the boys.
Some of the boys are really pro in studies and they really do deserve to be in a good class.
Girls also put a lot of effort during studies and exams, why the school always give the chance to the boys, but never have a look on the girls?
Okayy, back to now.
I'm now in 3 Cekal, the third class.
The thing that I most afraid really happened.
Seriously, I already expected I will drop class to 3 Cekal.
Why?
Like I said, because of the school unfairness.
They mostly will give the chances out to the boys.
But some of the boys don't know how to appreciate the chance also.
I WANT A CHANCE.
School: You? Slow slow wait, unless you're a genius, 8As, all subjects 90 marks above. And mostly because, you're a GIRL, and your results are not that good.
Being a girl in this school is really a disadvantage.
But what can I say?
School decides everything.
What can I do?
Although it's really unfair but what can I do?
We're just students, we don't have the power, we're helpless.
Even though some of us their results are very qualified to be in the good classes, but still?
Sighs.
I really do think I can be in 3 Bakti because my results for the the final are not that bad.
EXCEPT FOR MATHEMATICS.
I did get a 72++% for the total average.
That's consider as not bad already.
But still, what's the usage of the average.
NOTHING.
We don't even know how the school arrange the class for us also.
According to the position in class? Or what?
For our this time's position in class, the ranking system changed.
They never looked at your total average, they look at your grades.
Whether you got how many As, Bs, Cs or Ds.
Or even fail.
If you failed a subject, if like 7As, 1 failed, you also will go to the behind of the class already like 30 something.
Yeaa, that's another ridiculous system.
Like me, okayy I just get 2 A, 3B, 3C and a D.
(You all sure know the 'D' belongs to which subject.)
Because of this system, I get 29th in class.
And the PERSON in front of me, just get 1A (if I never remember it wrongly), can be in front of me.
BECAUSE THAT PERSON DON'T HAVE ANY Ds!
BECAUSE I GOT ONE D, I GO BEHIND ALREADY!
T_________T
That's not fair..
Then for what I get As for. :(
I should be in front....
Seriously...
T_________T
Then my average of 72++ is nothing.
REAL NOTHING.
I work so hard for it.
I raised 6% from the third exam.
And it's now nothing.
What a joke, it's very funny, so let's laugh.
HAHAHAHA.
......
I'm really disappointed..
Really.
I'm really disappointed with the school.
Really really really.
All of my effort is actually, nothing.
............
I really don't know what to say.
But at the last, I decided to accept the fact that I'm a member of 3 Cekal next year.
How funny, I actually aimed to be in 3 Amanah.
To get 10 above position.
But, that's only a dream.
After been through so many things, being through all kinds of suffering and miserable feelings.
Up and down emotion roller coaster.
:)
What can I say, the school wants me to be in 3 Cekal, and I can't say no.
I need to accept it no matter what.
No matter how disappointed, how unfair is it.
And oh yeah, my parents accompany me to school and stand in front of the board to see the list with me also.
When I say I'm in 3 Cekal next year, I actually can see my parents' disappointed feelings from their eyes.
Because since Primary, except for standard one, I always be in the first class until Form 1.
And Form 2 second class, Form 3 third class.
Don't tell me later Form 4 fourth class, Form 5 fifth class. -_______-
TOUCHWOOD!
It won't be happening.
Because I already put my aim.
I aim for PMR.
I need to get good grades so that I can go to the Science stream when Form 4.
I really need to go to the Science stream, that's my interest, that's what I want to be in the future.
PMR is really really important for my future although the certificate is not that important in Malaysia.
I can screw up my class for now, but I can't screw up my future.
For PMR, my father and mother, I promise I won't let you down.
This year's class is actually means nothing to me, because it's just class, it's just a name.
I will prove that I still got that potential inside of me.
MEANS I WON'T GIVE UP NO MATTER HOW.
No matter how unfair is the school, no matter how hard, I must climb up to this mountain.
IT'S A CHALLENGE, AND CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!

Memes. :X They're very popular right now, haha!

Well, for now I want to say sorry if I'm being kinda rude for my words just now.
Because I really need a place to say out all of my disagreements, disappointments, anger and sadness.
I don't know I want to find who to talk with.
So my bloggie is always my good choice and also good companion.
After saying all those out, I feeling more better.
Well, think of the bright side of it now.
Now 3 Bakti is TOTALLY DIFFERENT than the old 2 Bakti.
The friends are not the same now.
Actually, 2 Bakti-ans 'shattered'. :(
The feel is totally different from the old 2 Bakti now.
I don't want a 3 Bakti that's different from 2 Bakti. :(
I want all of the 2 Bakti-ans to be together to form 3.
But that's seemed so impossible.
What I can say for now, I'm really happy that I'm not in 3 Bakti.
Because there's a lot of people that I don't know and also #notsolike or maybe close to hate or maybe like, enemies?
I'm really lucky because I'm not in that class now.
Because I don't need to see their face every day, every minute and every second. x)
Hahaha! :X
(I'm still some kind of evil eh?)
Example, just like the sky and the ground, they will never be together.
That explains everything.
Well, also because of ONE incident that makes our relationship cracked and now become hate.
So, I can say I'm the lucky one.
For now I'm in 3 Cekal, and my besties, Hanu is with me! :D
YEAH! :DDD
OH MY BELOVED HANU, LUCKILY I STILL GOT YOU. ♥
And also Cheah. :DDDDDD ♥
Teehee!
LOVE THEM SO MUCH! <3
And then, next year, I can get to know a lot of new friends too! :D
I'm can't wait to meet them and be friends with them.

The name list of the people who're in 3 Cekal next year.

They're the ones that I will be sharing my one whole year with them. ♥
I'm very glad to meet you all, my friends.
Let's rock our FORM 3 life up together as a team! :DDD
Let's add colours to each other's life. ;)
Let it be a meaningful one.
I hope all of us can be crazier than Form 2 and also happier than Form 2. :)
Actually at the first, when I know I'm a member of 3 Cekal, I'm not that happy.
But for now, I think from another angle of this thing, I really should be happy.
I can get to know even more friends.
And have fun with them. :)
I can't wait the school reopens soon.
I just can't wait for it now..
I got a feeling that our class will be very fun and all of us are very happy together.
I hope my feeling is right.
;)
2012 is gonna be a good good year. ♥
Okayy, after I knew what's my class, then I go to my school's bookshop and bought some exercise books.
Just few of the books already cost my father RM100++..
It's just so expensive..
Some more some of the books I already bought outside the school.
I just buy the one that's important also need to be so expensive.
>______<
Luckily is not me that pay the cash. x)
Haha! Or not I will be confronting a bankruptcy. :P
(Things from our school's book store are very very very expensive.)
Okayy, after buying all those books, I go and take a photo of the class list (the above picture), and then, my father brought us to have our breakfast and then head back to home. :)
Oh yeah, I'm lucky enough because both of my father and mother are understanding parents.
My mother never blame me for not going to 3 Bakti, she's happy with my class arrangement too.
"At least you don't need to see someone that you don't like for the whole year." She said.
Yeah, that's very true.
And also my father, at first he's quite disappointed and also got scold me a bit at home (because that time I said I scare I will be in 3 Cekal).
Because my father is the one that puts high expectation on me.
But now he's understands my situation and never scold me for it.
I'm really really lucky.
So I won't let them down on PMR.
I never let them down on UPSR, and so is this time.
^______^
I know I can! :D
Aza-aza fighting!!  ♥
That's the spirit! Haha. ;)
Okayy, I guess that's all for today.
It's long enough already. :X
Take care everyone! (including me)
Have a nice day. ;)
Chaos.

7/12, I'm in the games fever!

Dear Bloggie,


Well, it's quite a long time I never been here to write.
Sorry ya, my dear bloggie.
Don't have much things to write about since I almost spend my holidays at home.
Nothing to do at home except for sleep, eat, online..
Want to go somewhere else to shop but recently my father is kinda busy with his business, so no transportation.
I don't feel like staying at home.
But if for Monday to Friday, that's alright for me to stay at home.
Saturday and Sunday? Sorry, I need to go for shopping! (At least let me to have a window shopping.)
I don't know why, I just don't like to stay at home during weekends.
I feel like going out to breath in some fresh air. :)
And also try new things and food. :P
Haha.
Hope I get to go out in this weekend. :)
Okayy, back to the main topic.
Yeah babe, I'm in the GAMES FEVER! :DD
Too boring at home, time passes too slow.
I need to have some entertaining stuff to cheer me up and make the time passes more faster.
I won't regret to spend my time on games. :3
It's been quite a long time I never played games so crazily like now.
But my condition now is still not that crazy like last time.
At least, I played.
Don't know why, in this year, all of those online games become less interesting to me.
Maybe I played too much during year 2009 and 2010, so now it becomes to be boring.
Haha. :)
Lost all my interesting in online games. :)
But in this long holidays, the interest of games are coming back to me.
I'm so glad.
Because I got a very very crazy thought of spending a lot of money in a game again like last time.
I don't know why.
Just feel like spending some of my money into the game. :X
I know that's not worth it.
Yeaa, I rather use the money to go and buy some nice clothing in the real life.
But....... I don't know. :X
Now, I haven't really spend money inside the game yet.
I'm still waiting for that moment to happen. x)
Hahaha!
I'm some kind of crazy right now. :P
Okayy, what games am I playing right now?
Many! :P
I'll list them down slowly, read it patiently if you don't mind. :P
Teehee. :)
Firstly, I'm now so into FINAL FANTASY IX! ♥

Final Fantasy IX. ♥

That's not a online game, that's a Playstation One (PSone) game. :)
I'm playing that game for YEARS but still, I haven't fully complete the game yet.
This game consists of 4 discs.
Yup, the story of this game is kinda long, but it won't make you feel bored.
Last year, I have the spirit of FINISH THE WHOLE game.
Okayy, I played it very carefully and also wasted a lot of time to level up all the characters.
After all the hard times, finally I MADE IT to the final disc (disc 4), THE FINAL BOSS, FINAL BATTLE.
Only I realized, all of my character didn't get their FINAL WEAPON, and maybe their level are not HIGH enough to defeat the FINAL BIG BOSS.
Okayy, that means, I failed. :(
So, now, I'm starting over again from the disc 1.
Yeaa, it's a long journey but I believe I can make it this time. FOR SURE!
And oh yeah, this time, I didn't play the game on the Playstation One anymore.
I think that machine starting to have problems, when I put the disc inside, it shows all the animation without colours.
Just in black and white.
I don't wish to play the game with just a black and white screen.
What a waste, especially for games like Final Fantasy IX.
It's just WAY TOO AWESOME, because of their great animation graphics.
So, it's totally a waste to see it on black and white screen.
Solution, I downloaded a ePSXe emulator from the web and also the game and play it on the COMPUTER! :D
Yeaa, the progress of downloading and also configure the ePSXe emulator is VERY HARD and complicated since I'm not very good in these kind of stuffs.
But still, at least, at last, I manage to solve the problem within. :P
I'm so happy when I can play the Final Fantasy IX on computer! ;DD
Just to let you know, the LCD size of my computer is 21"5, and I played it on full screen mode. :D
WHAT A FEELING! :D
And also the nice graphics.
^_________^
It's just like a movie.
I hope they really make a movie of Final Fantasy IX. :(
It's not fair when you make a movie for other Final Fantasy series but you didn't make a movie for this GREATEST SERIES AMONG THE OTHERS.
Yeaa, for me, among all of the Final Fantasy series, Final Fantasy IX is the BEST! :D
The best of the world. x)
Teehee.
Well, wish me luck to complete this game.
I really really hope that I can complete this game.
IT'S JUST WAY TOO AWESOME! :D ♥
^______^
Let me introduce some of the important characters in this game! :D

Zidane! :DDDDD ♥

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! :DDD * Well, he's funny enough, smart enough, brave enough and also caring enough. ♥
Aww.. I just wish he could be my boyfriend. :3
Haha!
No no no, he's belong to Princess Garnet, I can't take him away from her highness. :3
Some small description about him:

Zidane is the main protagonist of Final Fantasy IX. He is a thief who works for the Tantalus Theater Troupe. And he's always 16 years old in the game. :3 ♥

Princess Garnet a.k.a Dagger! :DDDD ♥

She's beautiful, isn't it? :D
Teehee.
I know that. :P
I love her so much too! :DDD
She's a very brave princess who wants to save her mother and also her kingdom.
But sorry to say ya Princess Garnet, you have a bad-hearted stepmother!
Oh yeah, her mother is her stepmother, who's VERY VERY MEAN!
I hate that character very much! Way too evil.
ARGH! >_____<
But that's just a story, just a game. Haha. :)
Well, here's some small description about this beautiful Princess :

Garnet til Alexandros XVII alias Dagger and birth name Sarah, is the deuteragonist of Final Fantasy IX, and the heir of Alexandria. Garnet notices a change in her mother, Queen Brahne, and tries to escape Alexandria castle. Trying to hide her identity as a princess while travelling with Zidane, Garnet takes the alias Dagger, inspired by Zidane's weapon. Initially a polite and soft spoken young woman, Garnet becomes wiser and matures as she travels with Zidane , eventually resolving to use her powers as a summoner to protect her kingdom. And she's 16 years old too. :3 

CUTE VIVI! :DD ♥

A young black mage with a pure heart. ♥
He's just so innocent! :DD
He's really very nice. :)
He treats everyone nicely without any doubt.
He's really a good kid... :)
A small description about him:

Vivi is a playable character in Final Fantasy IX. He is not a human, but rather a black mage, differentiated to having a black aura surrounding his visible outer skin, glowing yellow eyes, and the ability to cast magic. And do you know that he's chronologically 6 months old but physically he's 9 years old. :D 

Well, isn't that Steiner guy. :P 

It's very fun to see when sometimes he and Zidane argue for some small things. :P
It's very funny when both of them are together. :)
He's a noble Knight of Alexandria, and the Captain of the Knights of Pluto.
Well, it seems he's sometimes over protective the princess. :P
Always like to yell "Princess, princess" everywhere. :P
Haha!
Sometimes, I'm pity for him too.
And I don't know why. :X
There's a small description about him:

Captain Adelbert Steiner is a playable character in Final Fantasy IX. He is the leader of the Knight of Pluto and is assigned to protect Princess Garnet. He is unique in the way that the player has the option to change his surname instead of his first name, which is the case with all the other characters. And he's the second oldest among of all the main characters in the game, he's 33 years old. 

Well, that's too many characters in the Final Fantasy IX for me to write. :P
So, I just choose the four characters that I LOVE the most in this game! :D
Teehee.
This game is very interesting.
Well, I hope I can finish this game. :)
Wish me luck. ♥
Okayy, secondly, I'm now addicted to VIWAWA! :D ♥
That's an online game. ;P
A non-download online game. :)
You can straight play it on the web.
Why this game called Viwawa?
Because it's fulled of WAWAs! :DDD
Wawa in Chinese means Doll. :D
Teehee.
I love dolls. :3
Well, no worries, that game is English in language. :)
It's just special because you can create your own wawa. ♥
And it's very cute. :3
Introducing, my beloved 19 WAWAS! :DD

12 of 19. :) ♥

7 of  them. ♥

They're precious right? :DD
All of them are very very cute! :DDD
Of course, they're made by me!
Haha. :P
Except for creating wawas, there're still a lot of games that you can play! :D
Like Texas Hold'em, Buffet Wars, DEFCON 1, Speedoku, Stwack, Big 2.5, Match It, Checkmate, Wahjong, Sushido, Zany Bridge, Wahlords, Numeroid, Dynasty Chess, Groword, Harvest Time and also Bombs Away.
Viwawa really got a lot of fun and interesting games! :D
Well, why play alone? :P
Feel free to add me as friend in Viwawa! :D
Blueberry_sweet
Play with me and also vote for my lovely little wawas. :P
Teehee!
If you don't know what's the website for this game, now you can log on to www.viwawa.com
^______^
Thirdly, STEPS! :DDD ♥
That's an online game too. :)
But for this one, you need to download. :)
This is a dancing game that's fun to be played. :)
Inside of this game got so many type of playing mode and also almost 3D character that look very same like a human.
And for sure, yeah, there's a lot of nice clothes inside (but need real cash). :P
And also a lot of nice cool features.
What's best about this game is, YOU CAN HAVE YOUR OWN BABY INSIDE! :DD
But, you must be coupled and married to have a baby. :(
Well, guess what, I WANT A BABY IN THAT GAME SO MUCH!
D:
BECAUSE THE BABY IS VERY VERY VERY CUTE! :DDD
I CAN'T STAND THE CUTENESS OF THE CUTE LITTLE BABY. :X
:3
I really wish I could have a baby in that game. :(
Why can't a single lady have a baby? :(
It's just a game right. :(
Sighs.
My luck.
T________T
Okayy, forget about the baby thingy first.
Let's have a look of my pretty character in the game! :DDD

In my house's living room. :3

Standing outside the corridor. #whataprettyface 

Anyone craving for tea? :) 

Under the bridge, at the lake. :) 

I'm gonna marry the night. :3 Haha! Different outfit with the same pretty face. :3 

Okayy, that's my home, my house. :D
It's real big. ._____.
I have my own farm, I have my own mine, I can raise animals.
If all of these are real....that would be nice. x)
Impossible. :P
It's a very peaceful place for me in the game.
(I still hope it's real.)
Don't thinking about things that's impossible.
I think in the real life the whole land will cost me A LOT.
Like billions?
Because it's just way too big.
Some more got lake. :P
Haha! :)
It's a perfect place for human to live.
With a very 'perfect' price.
>_______<
Okayy, nevermind, at least I can fulfill my wish in the online world. :P
Haha!
Well, you can log on to www.steps.com.my for more information about this game. :)
Come and join me! :D
Actually I'm quite lonely in this game because I don't have much friends.
(BECAUSE OF ME, I DON'T KNOW HOW TO COMMUNICATE WITH PEOPLE.)
D:
Sighs. #foreveralone
If you are playing this game, feel free to add me and play with me. :D
I really need a friend. :)
My IGN is 愛須バニラ
Yeaa, my IGN is a japanese name. :P
If translate to English it's Vanilla Aisu.
:P
Haha! A name from the anime 'Sugar Sugar Rune'.
Love the character so much! :D
Teehee! ^______^
I hope to have more friends in the game. :)
I don't want to be alone, especially in games.
It's meaningless if you play the game alone....
Okayy, lastly, I bet you know, SUPER DANCER ONLINE XTREME! :D ♥
I won't forget that game, FOREVER! :D
It's my first online game EVER.
:D
Because of that game, I know what's online. :)
I'm a HUGE FAN of that game.
I've been playing that game since I'm 11 years old. :)
Yeaa, that's been a long time.
And yeaa, I've spent a lot a lot a lot of my money inside of this game too.
How much?
I think it's best for me to not to tell. :X
It's really a lot, way too lot.
If there's a refund, I hope I can take back my money. :3
I can buy a lot a lot of branded stuffs by using that amount of money.
>_______<
Nevermind, the most important thing is I have fun in that game. :)
But, during last year and also this year, I can sense that my feelings for this game had changed.
It's not the same anymore.
Maybe is because I don't have any of my familiar friends in this game anymore.
They quit the game. :(
So it makes me feel that the game is not same as last time anymore.
That time, I got a lot of friends, that online everyday, and we spent our time together, like a family.
But for now, that kind of feeling is already gone.
Sighs.
Time changes everything.
Moments, situation and also people.
I changed a lot.
Yeaa, I know that.
From a person that knows how to communicate with the others very well, until now I don't even dare to say a thing in front of a stranger.
Yeah, a very 'good' changes.
NOOOOO!
NOT AT ALL. :(
Okayy, I admit it I'm still not that good in communication in the real life.
That's fine.
But please, not the online world also.
That you don't even see the person in the reality.
YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW THE PERSON.
And I don't even dare to speak too.
If the person speaks to me, only I will talk to the person.
T_________T
Why I become like that already? D:
This is not good.
Sighs.
I'm so scare that the person will scold me, treat me bad or other bad stuffs.
I really scare and I don't know why. :/
Actually, I know it's kinda pointless.
But still.... sighs.
I must overcome my problem.
I hope, in one day....
>_________<
Let it be then.
:)
Okayy, this game it's also a dancing game! :D
But it's more exciting!
Because it's kinda difficult.
You must challenge yourself. ;)
This is a nice game for the people who likes to try challenging stuffs.
Worth for a try. :)
It's really very nice even it's from it's graphics and also sound.
A really nice game to play.
Let's see one of my character in game. :P

I love the outfit! :D It's very nice and also PURPLE. :P  ♥

So for SDO-X the character will be looking like a cartoon character.
It's very cute. :3
Teehee.
That's one of the reason of why I love this game so much! ;D
Interested to this game? For more information, log on to www.xdo.com.my
If you're already in the game, feel free to add me and also play with me! :D
But it's only in Wonderland server, I don't feel like going to the Dreamland server anymore...
Beware, I got a lot of accounts. :P
Haha!
Nevermind, I'll list it down here. :)

• Cute_strawberry
• [P]ianoForLife-
• -[A]nG3L-Vanilla
• PreCiouS^|3abee 

My main account will be the first one, recently I'm very active on [P]ianoForLife- account. (Because of that outfit, haha!)
So, meet me there? :)
Well, these are the games that put me in a FEVER these days.
But still actually there's still other games that I want to play.
Pokèmon (offline game), Maple Story and also Dragonica.
Yeaa, I'm still playing Pokèmon for now. :3
Heyy, I'm a big fan of Pokèmon. :3
And yeah, I haven't update my Maple Story, so after I update it, I will be back on Maple Story! #imissit
For Dragonica, I wanted to play that game so much, but I missed too many of the updates so I need to download the game again, but I can't install the game after I downloaded it.
So I need somebody to transfer the game to me, or else, I really can't play the game. :(
I really miss the game, I miss the cute character of mine. :(
Sighs.
I hope I can play that game soon.
Okayy, well, it's a really really long post today.
It's good that you're actually patient enough to finish it. :P
Haha. :)
It's proven that you are a TRUE GAMER if you finish the whole post until here, or maybe not. :P
But still, if you manage to see the blog post until here, I very thank you for your patient.
I'm touch. :)
Teehee.
Okayy, I think that's VERY LONG enough for today.
Everybody have their own favorite game to play, and I hope you enjoy yourself. :)
Work hard, play hard.
But not too hard, it's very harm to your body and also health.
So don't stay too long in front of the computer, remember to walk around or do some slight exercise every one hour. :)
It's time for me to sleep now.
Goodnight everyone, goodnight world. ♥

12/1, It's a new month.

Dear Bloggie,

Hello everyone. :)
Goodbye November and hello December. ♥
You see, time really passes fast.
They won't stay or stop, they'll just keep on going.
Time is precious, so don't waste the time.
Now is already the last month of 2011.
I want this month to be my happy 2011 full stop. :)
I hope it will be.
Because for me now, I'm not feeling so that happy.
I don't know why.
I feel that this is not a good start of a new month for me.
But nevermind, please don't be a start of problems.
I need a rest. I need to be relax.
I don't want to face any problems.
Sighs, if it's meant to be, it will still come.
We don't know what will happen to us at the next second, so there's nothing for me to worry about now.
Just I'm too worried.
And yeah, I will stay myself out of troubles and problems.
For now, the most probably source of troubles and problems will be from the internet.
So, maybe I will decrease the time of online everyday.
Also, I don't feel like online much these days.
That's probably just good for me, I think so.
Seriously, after I wrote all these, I feel like I'm escaping from something.
I'm running away.
Yeah, totally.
I want to escape.
From something, and I don't know what's that thing.
Heyy, escaping won't solve the problem, it will just leave the problem at there even longer.
If you want a relieve, you SHOULD go and face the problem fast.
Not escaping!
I know I know, but I just can't control myself from escaping.
What am I thinking about now? What's my thought?
UNKNOWN.
I don't know what's wrong with me in these few days.
I'm feeling so abnormal, just so not me.
I can be moody very fast and also I feel like being alone.
What's wrong? What happened?
Maybe is just that I think too much.
I think too many of those possibilities.
"Maybe this will happen soon? Later how am I gonna to solve this? Or maybe not? There's still a chance of happening!"
But I don't even know what's happening!
That's my biggest problem, I always think too much.
Unnecessary problems.
Sighs.
I, myself go and find problems already.
I shouldn't be thinking too much instead of having fun, enjoy my holidays and relax myself.
Yeah, and I really should believe in myself.
But still, I failed to do it every single time.
Lack of confidence.
D:
I don't know what am I scaring about.
I almost scared of EVERYTHING.
I'm afraid, I wish to protect myself.
So I sacrifice my confidence.
......
I'm trying so hard to just cover everything up.
But it failed.
When only I can gain more confidence?
I don't know.
But, I won't stop trying.
Okayy, conclusion is, I should stop escaping and facing problems if the problems find me.
Believe in myself that everything is gonna be just fine.
You won't get a rainbow if you never go through the rain.
So, Erin, stop predicting problems.
NOTHING IS GONNA HAPPEN.
THIS MONTH WILL BE A GREAT GOOD MONTH! :D
IT WILL BE FANTASTIC. ♥
I BELIEVE IN THAT. :)
Hmm..
What's my wish for this month?
That will be, STRESS FREE, PROBLEM FREE, TROUBLE FREE and SET ME FREE. ♥
:)
So, what's yours? :)
It must to be a great one, right? :)
Teehee.
Well, need to wait for one month more until the school reopens.
I really need to spend my holidays wisely.
Because when the school reopens, it will be busy for me.
And, I'll be a Form 3 student next year, that means, PMR.
It's very important, and I can't screw it.
Must focus in my studies more.
So, for this month, it will be a relaxing month for me! ;)
Get ready and prepared for the big challenge next year!
Yea yeaa, that's the spirit! :D
So, have a blast, myself.
REMEMBER, DON'T LEAVE REGRETS.
^_______^
Okayy, gotta go now.
Sorry for not writing my feelings of the piano examination.
It just don't feel right for me to blog that.
My apologies. :(
Maybe I will post it, on someday?
Haha.
Who knows? :)
OH YEAH!
I'm having a diet right now, and if you want to take a view of my diet blog, you can log on to http://thepossiblediet.blogspot.com  ♥
It's just a simple blog for me to record down what I ate everyday.
Will provide some diet tips soon. Haha. :)
Stop here.
Have fun everyone, enjoy your day! :D
Chaos.