♥ The sweetness within the rough times.

Honestly, I don't know how many times that I backspaced all the words, I don't know how should I start a blog post anymore. OMG.

I think finally, I know how to make a blog post short, for now. Actually I got a lot a lot of things crossing through my mind. I want to share them all out. But, I failed. -__- 

Come to the point, yesterday was the day that I laughed the most in this year, no fake laughs. :') I feel so so so happy. :') Now I'm so thankful to have my girlfriends who I can share my feelings with and  boyfriends who can make me laugh out loud. :')  I appreciate all of you. Loads of love!

Yesterday was a day with new experience. The first time, I went to a clinic with no accompaniment of parents, but with friends. :3 We all felt awkward, some more still wearing our school uniform. Haha. :3
Sorry for troubling you guys though. :3 If I come alone I will be so afraid. >3< So once again, I want to thank Kar Choon for his kindness. :3 And Shuying for her caring like a mother. x) HAHAHA. You both make my heart feels warm when I needed it. :)

苦中一点甜 ♥

P/s: Please don't report to my mother about this, I will be so dead if she finds out. 

So now I need to take my medicine like so secretly. I can't let my mother know. So unlucky is one of the medicine is in liquid form. -__- That makes my life miserable, like seriously.  And another unlucky thing is, I thought today my mother won't be letting me staying at home to rest, but... SHE DIDN'T WAKE ME UP IN THE MORNING. Now I'm like, OMG? Because I only take some medicine back home, the amount of medicint is only until yesterday night? :O I need to suffer one day without medicine again...  

Although I took the medicine during afternoon and night, I don't know why, I think that medicine does not work. I still don't have my appetite and after I eat or before I eat I will still feel like vomiting. And my back is still pain. :( I think I need to go to the doctor again, next Tuesday, if my back still pain like..... hell. BUT PLEASE NO INJECTION NO NO NO NO. 

I hope I can get well soon, and I don't ever expect this line of words will come out from the bottom of my heart this year but: I want to go school to have fun and meet my friends. 

At least, I'm not that lonely in school. :') I won't think that much in school. :') I need to be free from stress... I need to stop thinking negative stuffs, then I will feel much more happier....

Leave all those sad things aside. Time will do the job. 

After a hurricane comes a rainbow. 

Well, I think I will use this day properly to finish all the homework that's urgent to pass up. :3 HAHAHA.

Be back soon. :) Don't forget me. Chaos. <3