Done lumbar puncture just now. My back is feeling uncomfortable and pain after my anesthesia is gone. And currently I am writing my bloggie with my right hand like this:
So definitely I won't be writing long.
I will basically just summarize how I feel today.
Let the past stay in the past, because you can't change anything about it anymore, even if it's just yesterday or even if it's just the second that passed by.
Always learn to forgive and forget. Forgive yourself, learn from the mistakes and don't ever look back. Your past doesn't define you anymore.
Forgive others, even they had hurt you a lot.
Let it go, because every hurtful feelings and memories you've been holding on for so long doesn't give you any benefits for it, except for a burden, a super heavy burden, which slowly leads you become hopeless and slowly develop into depression.
ONLY REMEMBER THE HAPPY THINGS THAT PEOPLE HAD DONE TO YOU, OTHER THAN THAT, FORGET IT.
Appreciate those happy moments and memories that you've once had with them, even when you're not contacting with them anymore or even when they had hurt you a lot before.
You can't deny you're once happy with them, you can't deny you feel happiness when you're with them, at least for once.
Treasure those memories and moments, keep them and feel blessed, because you've once experienced happiness even it did not last for a lifetime.
"For a moment like this, some people waited a lifetime for a moment like this."
You are not perfect, everybody in this world is not perfect, NOBODY IS PERFECT. You don't have to be perfect, it's okay to be not okay sometimes. You don't need to fake a smile and pretend that you're happy to people when deep inside you are extremely not. It's fine for you to be sad and angry when you need to, because you're not a robot, our moods and emotions are essentials to our daily life.
Be your true self when you are with other people, DON'T EVER TRY TO PLEASE THE SOCIETY, BECAUSE IT'S IMPOSSIBLE.
Be your true self so that you can gain true friends who understand you that will stay in your life instead of fake friends who will take you for granted and leave you when you have no more benefits for them.
DON'T BE AFRAID TO BE YOURSELF TO OTHERS.
Everybody judge. Even if I didn't tell it out straight to your face, secretly I still do.
If people accept the way you are, cool, I am happy for you.
If they're unhappy with the way you act as you are, just let them be, you don't need them in your life anyway.
As I said just now, you don't need to please the society, THE ONLY PERSON YOU HAVE TO PLEASE IT WILL BE YOURSELF.
Last but not least, everyone has their own flaws. Everyone is perfectly imperfect in their own ways. Don't ever let your flaws destroy you but let it strengthen you.
That's all for today, goodnight dearies.
Tata, xoxo. ❤️
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