Monday, April 30, 2012

30/4, summary of the week.

Dear Bloggie,


Here comes the third post! Yeah. ;) Same thing, I'll make this fast, because I'm also quite tired now. Heehee. :3

Well, this is supposed to be the last week's summary though. :) On those days I feel like blogging, due to some reasons, I can't. Maybe I should thank those days for 'something' and can make my blog post become shorter and my readers can be more 'happier' to see my blog post to be shorter. ;) Haha.

So let's start from last Tuesday.

Tuesday,

Don't know why I start to have this sickness, it's called the 'Tuesday fever'. Last last last Tuesday, last last Tuesday, last Tuesday I will have this fever in school and slowly it will become serious. For those last last last and last last, things are not that serious, after a few periods sleep in school, I will be just fine. But for that last Tuesday, it's not. I don't know why.

Some more I thought after I go to the 'bilik kesihatan' for a rest, a sleep, I will be more fine. But, it's not. :/ I feel more worse. OMG. Gastric strikes, fever strikes, back pain strikes, leg pain strikes, headache strikes, just EVERYTHING comes in one package. -____- OMG.

And I want to thank my friends, especially Hanu, Cheah, Kalai and also CY. :') They really really helped me a lot. :') Without them, I guess I already died there. Why don't I just call my parents to fetch me home? I just can't, cannot. And instead, I've became a burden to my friends. :'( I make them missed all the lessons after the second period. :'( Especially Cheah and Hanu. :'( I'm really really sorry.... I'm really really sorry...

After the school ends, I'm still weak, I can't able to walk on my own, I need help. When I saw my friends, they still got a lot of things to do, but they still need to help me, I feel so so so.... troublesome. I'm so useless. I can't even walk on my own. :( Then, I cried.

All my friends ask me what happened, I feel more sad... I feel more useless.... Because I go and show my weakness in front of so many of them.. :'( But I'm so thankful to have so many good friends. :') Especially for my classmates. They're good, they're great. :) They are nothing but the best. :) I'm so lucky to have them, I'm so lucky to have 3 Cekal.. I'm so sorry that I burst to tears that time. I really cannot control it anymore. I cannot control to be more stronger, to act like one.....

So, once again, I would like to thank all my friends for helping me and giving me advice. :) Thank you so much, you all are the best ones I have. I'm so lucky that I'm in 3 Cekal but not 3 Bakti. :') I love you all so much...... Millions of appreciate, I really really appreciate it. So much, so much. :') 

Wednesday and Thursday,

For these two days, I didn't go to school. Rest at room. :) Because the doctor gave me two days of MC. Nothing much to say. Just I'm so happy that during these days, my classmates come and ask about my condition through Facebook. :') I'm so happy that they never forget about me, I'm still 'exist' among my friends..... :') I'm so touched, really..... Thank you all so much, 3 Cekal-ians 2012. :')


Friday,


Yeah, finally I'm back to school baby! :DDD I'm so happy that I can get to play with my friends also meet with them. I miss them so much, so much. :') But, for all the form 3 A- 3 F need to be quarantined after the morning assembly because of our 'Kerja Kursus Geografi'. Even before the quarantine part, we are all RUSHING our projects. Of course, including me. :P During the quarantine time, still the same, we are all rushing but in a fun way. :P Hahaha! I can't describe the fun but just it's an awesome way of 3 Cekal's having fun during the 'hard times'. :3

After one period more, the teacher lets us to go back to our class and she told us to pass up our projects on Wednesday. Seriously, I don't really care about the project. :X I will just simply do and hand in to her. Because for my whole project, after she checked, even for one page, just one word missing she also wants me to do it all over again, just a not important word. -______- Waste my time, waste my ink. So I don't think so I will go and do it all over again. NO. I will just pass up what I did.

So, having fun like usual in class, enjoyed myself to the max! I love to play with my friends happily, crazily in school. This is what I called AWESOME SCHOOL LIFE! :D Must enjoy it, before it's too late. ;) Time is precious, the people are precious as well, everyone of you, my beloved friends. :) 


Saturday, 


I REALLY FEEL SO REGRET FOR NOT GOING FOR OUR SCHOOL'S MERENTAS DESA (MARATHON)! DDDDDDD: I MISSED A LOT OF FUN! DDDD:
Because of my mother! >:( She's being over protective. :/ Because I just recover from sick, she don't let me to go for it. :( Okayy, nevermind, don't say about the running part. I just go to school, stay inside the school. SHE ALSO DON'T LET. :( T________T And then I missed all the fun. D: I saw all the Facebook statuses of my schoolmates updated, they said the whole school sang the national anthem loudly and also for extra, the school got play out the famous song for now BigBang - Fantastic Baby and also 2PM - Hands Up.
OMG!!!! FANTASTIC BABY!!! When I saw the statuses, I was like, WHAT?! FANTASTIC BABY?! I MISSED ALL THE FUN!!! T_____________T
Boom shakalaka..... :'( Wow.. fantastic baby...... :'(

But at least, I never miss the fun during tuition! :DDDD For that Saturday, our tuition centre is having an mid year exam and all the tuition MUST attend the tuition for the exam... Well, actually for my class is on 9:00a.m - 11:30a.m.. because of the marathon thingy, Satren and I changed our time to 11:30a.m - 2:00p.m.. joining the Saturday's class. Well, that means, I can meet some of my classmates there too. :P Firdaus, Edward, Kirthanan and some other schoolmates. :P  Happy happy. :3

What can I say is, THAT TUITION EXAM WAS AWESOME! :P Well, the person in charge wants us to sit like one girl one boy, they don't want us to make noise during the exam and also CHEATING. :3 Well, I sit in the middle of Firdaus and Edward. x) HAHAHA! :P Oh yeah, 3 Cekal unite. :P And of course... during the exam.... we used team work..... :X Well.... it's normal right? :X We're helping each other and also cooperation. Hahahaha. :P I can just say it's really a nice day in tuition with them. :D I hope I can change my tuition time to Saturday and Sunday instead. But, I think I don't want to waste my time on resting days. :X I rather 'suffer' during the weekdays and have a rest on the weekends. :D This is more enjoyable.


Okayy, I think that's all I want to say about the week. ;) Sorry for the late posting, I supposed to blog on 30/4, but because of some internet problems and also too sleepy, now only I continue to blog this. Yeah, no internet connection in my house, now. OMG. HOW CAN I LIVE WITHOUT YOU INTERNET! P/s: Currently blogging at OldTown White Coffee. 

May's here. :) Surprisingly, how fast the time has passes, every day, every time, every moment. We must appreciate those time, don't waste it. Time doesn't turn back.

Shall, stop now. Happy Labour Day and also Happy holiday. ;) Have a blast one, and hope you all have a good starting for May! ;D

Chaos, loves. 



The 'part 2' of MiaoMiao's.

Dear Bloggie,


Hii ya! Long time no see. :3 Finally I'm here to blog. I cannot be lazy anymore! Must blog something. Actually, I got a lot a lot of things to blog. Some already quite 'outdated' but still, it's a story. ;)

Do you know why for the post now I'm not stating any date? Because this story suppose to write a week ago, just..... heeheehee. Busy plus lazy. What to do? :3 Haha! So actually for today, the last day of April 2012, I will rush all the blog posts that supposed to be written this month. And no worries, all will be short short short! :D No time for TOO MORE. Be happy guys. ;)

So let's start my MiaoMiao's 'pathetic' story. :( Based on the last blog post, I said my MiaoMiao's leg is already broken right? :( Well, this picture explains it all......

Every picture tells a story.........


For my Facebook friends, they sure know about this already since I post this picture first on Facebook. Yeah, and yes, this picture got a lot of comments especially for my class that gang of boys. :3 Hahaha.





Sorry for the 'kinda small' image there, I'm using laptop to blog, so my print screen size is a little bit small also... 10 inches laptop.... :3
Saw the argument up there? They're still arguing about MiaoMiao's name, don't know why Dhiya don't like MiaoMiao as her name. :3 No matter what happens, MiaoMiao is always her name. x) Doggie is not accepted. :3 Doggie is just so not cool, not special, not unique enough.  HAHAHAHA! :P #crazy

And also on that day, April 23th, Dhiya brought back my MiaoMiao to his home because he said he will help to sew my MiaoMiao's leg back. I'm very very very happy because he didn't use any stapler to "stapler" my MiaoMiao's leg to its body. His grandmother helped to sew back MiaoMiao's leg. :) Once again, THANK YOU SO MUCH to Dhiya's grandmother! I really really appreciate it. Terima kasih ya... ♥ Loves.

Well, he took some pictures of my MiaoMiao once she's back to normal! :D *Yeah, no more Si Tempang!* 


My MiaoMiao with a REAL miaomiao. :3 Haha! Photo by Dhiya.


Well, that very very very cute cat inside the picture is Dhiya's beloved cat. Garfield is the cat's name. :3 Really cute when both of them are together in a picture. :3 


MiaoMiao, the future top model. x) HAHAHA! Nice posing there! Photo by Dhiya.


See, now MiaoMiao is PERFECT! :DDDD Yeah, I'm so happy for you, no more 'less one leg'. :) You are now very very healthy. Just, now I hope that, in the future, won't be something like this will happen again. NO MORE NO MORE! :( Even my mother doesn't know that my MiaoMiao is already broken BEFORE. :) It's a secret. Shh........

So, here's come the same old pattern ending. "MiaoMiao lives happily ever after! The end". Thank you for reading this ridiculously awesome story. :3 I hope it's 'touching' enough. Hahaha.

Hope you do enjoy reading it though. Well, need to stop here. Stay tuned for the next blog post, it will be probably in photos form. So, please, wait for more awhile... It's coming once I go and charge my laptop for awhile, the battery is dying.

Chaos, for now.

Sunday, April 22, 2012

20/4, RANDOM AWESOMENESS.

Dear Bloggie,

*SORRY FOR THE LATE POSTING*
Hello, I'm here to blog again. :3 Be happy my bloggie, I'm finally here just for you. ;)  See how sweet is that huh? :P Hahaha.
A lot of happenings today. AND ALL WAS ALMOST EPIC! :D Yeaa, I really enjoyed my day today. ;) Even though it's quite tiring. ATTETION PEOPLE, please beware of this blog post, I bet it's gonna be a very long long post. Please be patient enough to finish it. *Shinning eyes looking at you*
Well, it was quite a long time after I really blogged seriously for the last time. I think for my blogging quality of course will dropped a little bit, but no worries, all will be back. ;)
Okayy, no more crapping, it's time for the story. So everything starts from here......

Picture from my Instagram, follow me! erinyiyi

Let's meet my dog, her name is MiaoMiao a.k.a MeowMeow. :3 She is my pencil case actually. ;3 She is cuddly and CUTE!  I remember when I brought her to school yesterday, she has all the attention of my fellow classmates. Especially for the one particular person called Dhiya, don't get confuse, is a HE.
He's really really in love with my MiaoMiao. And always, he would like to change her name to 'Doggie'. But, I still feel that MiaoMiao is more suitable for her, more adorable. ;) Well, we will always argue about the name of hers. And then, it's a difficult task for him to let go of my cute little MiaoMiao here. He could sacrifice so many things just because he wanted MiaoMiao to stay at his side longer.  Aww, how sweet is that. 
But too bad, Miss Evil a.k.a me (please don't ask who is 'me') is come to spoil EVERYTHING. :3

I always wanted to take back my MiaoMiao from him, since all my stationary is inside the pencil case. He just don't let me to. :( Some more his beloved friends still helping him to stop me from getting back my MiaoMiao! D: How bad. Mission Miss Evil failed. D: Instead of being a big devil, I'm getting bullied by the naughty boys. FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL.

Okayy, today, I brought my MiaoMiao to school too. Before the morning assembly starts, as I'm doing my homework happily at the canteen. Suddenly, wild SY appears and starts playing with me. Then, she throws MiaoMiao to the direction of Dhiya's. A perfect catch by Dhiya, and MiaoMiao lays peacefully and soundly at Dhiya's hands. So, it's time for a short goodbye with my MiaoMiao. :(

During the morning assembly, Dhiya keeps on playing with my MiaoMiao and he's not willing to give me back. D: He's playing happily with my cute little fella MiaoMiao there like a child. x) The way of him playing is very very funny, it makes us laugh crazily. And at the end, my poor little MiaoMiao is in one of our discipline teacher's hand, and then she said to me, "Why you bring this doggie to school?" "It's a pencil case teacher!" "Why you want to use this kind of pencil case? You want to go back to the next door?" (Next door refers to a primary school) Then, she gave me back my MiaoMiao, and not even my second, my MiaoMiao is already gone, together with Dhiya.

Okayy, here's the climax! Don't miss it! After our morning assembly, we need to go to the science lab straight.  When I stepped in the science lab and finding for my MiaoMiao. I get to know one bad news from Andrew. My MiaoMiao's leg is already broken! DDDDD: T________T DHIYA AND ANDREW!! YOU BOTH WILL PAY FOR THIS! >:( But actually don't know why, I don't really feel very angry because it can still be sewed back. But, now, for my poor little innocent MiaoMiao just got 3 legs. :'( What a pity! :'( Because of those two boys. :'( At least they still said sorry. :)

Once this accident happened, MiaoMiao is not longer being argue to be called as Doggie, but Si Tempang...........

WELL, WE FINALLY REACHED THE MOST EPIC PERIOD EVER AND IT'S BAHASA MALAYSIA. :3 Hahahaha!
Actually I feel like skipping this because something 'bad' happened to me during this period. ALL BECAUSE OF SOME RIDICULOUS SAYINGS. Nevermind, let me explain a little bit for my EPIC BAHASA MALAYSIA PERIOD. Well, you see, during our BM lesson, for our class, our BM teacher changed our places. We will sit according to what she changed us to. That means, no more two boys two girls sit together during her lessons, we will sit like one girl one boy style. For some lucky boys in our class no need to sit with girls because for our class we don't have enough girls. So this is how it rolls.

Okayy, I think I will really really skip what happened during the EPIC time, let's make it a top secret of 3 Cekal. :3 Still, I would like to make a simple shoutout here, for a simple REVENGE to someone. :3
YEEHAO IS A GAY. :3 Okayy, I feel much more better. :3

Next, about my singing competition today. Yes, a Chinese singing competition is held today.
And then, my condition is still quite okayy before I went to the stage and sing. What I can say it, I perform very bad. :( Seriously, when I'm singing, my throat only starting to have problems. Impossible for me to clear my throat and then only continue to sing again! Sighs, I'm so disappointed of myself. What a failure, FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL! OMG. Still, I'm hoping that I can get into the finals. :( That time, I swear I can perform better than this, WAY MORE BETTER THAN THIS!  I WILL MAKE IT AS EPIC AS THE TIME I SANG "FORGET YOU" DURING MALURIAN IDOL!

After the Chinese singing competition finished, Julia and I, put on our bravery, WE DECIDED TO WALK TO TESCO. :3 Nothing to do inside the school also, that's why we made such decision. :3 And also our transport auntie will be a little late to come and fetch us.

What I can say is, it's a wonderful experience. :D The first time I walked from my school to Tesco. It was a long walk. With our heavy schoolbags, and also in our school uniforms. We used 30 minutes to walk there. :3 Actually, for Julia's mother, without boys or more people, she encourages us not to go because just two girls walk together and need to cross all those busy roads, is dangerous. For my mother, when I called her, she kept on telling me, "Just stay inside the school until your auntie comes to fetch, okayy?" PLEASE DO NOT LEARN FROM ME!

I just ignore my mother's words and walk together with her to Tesco. I know this is very very bad and also a very very serious case of disobeying mother's words. >________< But, I want to take a chance to try some new things. This is just something that I never try before. Walk so far distance with just a friend. I'm so happy! :D Finally I can learn how to be more independent. Well. you know, I'm the only child in my family, so, I don't have much freedom. I can't do things alone, my mother sure will be there for me,  SURE. That's why I'm limited to the things that I can do. My mother is being over-protective. I know I should appreciate but.... we only live once. ;) And I don't want to always be my mother's little baby. >_____< I need to grow up. Seriously.

We both reached Tesco safe and sound, so don't worry. ;) WE WERE SO SO SO SO HAPPY THAT TIME! Finally, after a long walk, we reached Tesco. But, it's strange that I don't really feel tired after a 30 minutes walk. Maybe I'm used to walk, walking is more to my life. ;)

At there, I went to Popular to buy some stationary for tomorrow's EXAM. -_____-  (Yeah, exams, again, our school is insane, seriously, totally.) After that, we went to have takoyaki and also Cool Blog! :DDD 


One hour more later, we called our auntie and she come and fetches us at Tesco. :3 It was raining that time, we can't walk back to the school either. >_______< OUR AUNTIE IS THE BEST TRANSPORT AUNTIE OF THE ENTIRE WORLD! :3 Teehee! ^______^ We treated her Cool blog also. :3 Thank her for fetching us. :3

After I went home, I just keep quiet about the "go to Tesco" thing in front of my mother. :X I just tell you all, see, how 'good' am I. :X And please, help me to keep this secret also ya. :P *shh*

That's how my day goes. ;) Random awesomeness. ;) My form 3 life is getting better, I starting to love my form 3 life more than my form 2 life, this is how things suppose to be. :3 Haha!

So, I will stop here, the post is long enough. :3 Okayy, chaos. :3 Miss me. :3 

Thursday, April 19, 2012

19/4, Hello.

Dear Bloggie,


Hii ya. ;) I am now finally back! I know that everyone won't miss me, nevermind. :3 Sorry for leaving my blog here for so long. :( No time, tired and laziness. So, I'm really really sorry. :/

So, actually I come here today to write some random stuffs just to turn my bloggie up once again. It's just a very very short post though. Still, it's better than nothing after so long, right?

Firstly, I'm very happy of my life now. Of course there's still some problems, but I can still handle it. I have an awesome class of all, awesome classmates, awesome friends, awesome teachers. ;) I'm having a blast of my life now. ;) 

And oh yeah, I think of something, I've decided every two days I will update my bloggie once, to prevent my bloggie to be lonely like this time. :( I won't be lazy anymore. No matter the blog post is long or short, I will still come and update it. I will treat my bloggie as my 'ALMOST PERSONAL' diary. ;) So, stay tuned! :D

Too bad, I need to stop here, no time for more. :( Still need to finish all my undone homeworks. #lastminutework  So there's actually no time to waste, still got a stack of them are waiting for me to complete it, OMG.

So, I will stop here, please looking forward to my blog posts. :3 Last but not least, wish me luck to finish all those heavy homeworks. ARGH.

Chaos, miss you, love you. Xoxo. 

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

13/3, Sushi.

Dear Bloggie,

Hello! :) How are you? I'm still quite fine this recently. So, once again, I'm sorry for leaving you here for so long time again.. >___< There's nothing much interesting happen. So, nothing to blog. :/ Sorry ya!

It's holidays now! :DD FINALLY IT CAME! I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR HOLIDAYS FOR SO LONG. I can't wait for holidays now. :3 FINALLY I CAN SLEEP LATE and WAKE UP LATE! :3 That's the best part.  But, too bad I can just stay at home. :( So lifeless. Just face the computer for whole day long. No other business to do. Still, I WILL APPRECIATE MY HOLIDAY. Sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep! Don't waste time. :3

Well yeah, one good news! :D I achieved one thingy of my wishlist.  I GOT MY NEW PHONE! :') It's a Sony Ericsson ARC S. :) Better than what I hope for, Sony Ericsson ARC. :) Well, didn't take any picture of my new phone. But soon will. :) Reveal some thingy first. The casing for my new phone is PURPLE in colour! AWWWWWWWW....!  Hahahaha! :3 I'm a purple freak. Can't help it.

And yeah, actually today I come for a small and random update about last Saturday. Last Saturday, my ex-neighbor, Janice and also her boyfriend brought me to One Utama to have dinner together! :D We had our dinner at Hokkaido Sushi that day! :) And also some other foods. :3 But mostly, desserts and drinks! Like McDonald's ice cream, Chatime, some Japanese ice cream and also snacks. :3 An eating night, haha! :D

So, now, I won't blog much for today due to my brain stuck, I will just put pictures about sushi and some pictures of with Janice! :D So enjoy! :D (Finally there's some post which the words are not so many huh? :P)

Janice and I. :)  #TakeOne


Peace! :3 #TakeTwo


Steam eggs? :) It's nice! 


Green tea. :) But actually I don't drink teas.... >____< 


Prawn? :) 


Salmon! :D I try this for the first time. :3 Nice, it's sweet. :3 


Garlic fried rice, nice too. :3 


Don't know what's this.. but it's a hot and cold combination, crispy too! :D 


Don't know inari with what inside.. but it's very nice! I LOVE IT SO MUCH! 


Hand roll. :)  


The hand roll I ate, with salmon and salmon roe. ;)


Those are the foods. :3 Some I didn't capture it because I'm too busy eating. :3 HAHA! Once again, a nice day I had with Janice and her boyfriend. :) I enjoyed it. And also, sorry if I interrupted you two dating. :3 Haha! Still, thank you so much for giving me so much fun that day. :) Looking forward to the next outing with you two again. :3 Hahaha!

Okayy, this is the end of my blog post today, be happy for the not so long post. :3 Enjoy your holidays everyone! :) Have a blast.  I will be back soon. Remember to miss me. :D Chaos.

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

29/2, Special enough?

Dear Bloggie,


Hello there! :D Oh yeah, know what's day today? Yeaa, I know I'm talking nonsense, but just, let me to. :X Well, today is a quite special day because for this day appears once every four years. Yeaa, I know that you all will know this VERY VERY VERY SIMPLE FACT but please just let me talk some nonsense! So, doing anything special today? :) For me, yeah, something 'special enough'. Talk about that later. From the information that I got from Facebook, they say that today for the GIRLS, it's their confess day. They can go and confess to any boys they like and the boys cannot say NO to them, how nice huh? If say NO to GIRLS, they must pay the price. :P So girls, do you take your action of showing your LOVE? :3 Haha! Well, I don't know this is the true information for this day or not, but just to share it out with you all. :) And oh yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to people who celebrate their birthday today. :) Have a blast! Enjoy it to the max, don't waste even a second.



Oh yo yo, I'm the assistant monitor of class 3 Cekal yo! And today I'm not quite happy because of this yo!
Sorry, nonsense again, I'm a little bit 'crazy' now. -_____- Okayy, let me tell my 'story of the day', no worries, I'll make it as short as possible. :3

Well, see that badge up there? Yeaa, I got this two days before which is Monday. And yeah, for the monitors and assistants need to wear everyday from that day, how 'nice'. And yeah, this is just the third day I'm having this badge then the trouble happened...

Okayy, start from a very very good morning, while I'm very very happy before the school, hanging out with my friends, crapping with my friends and laughing with my friends. Yeah, then, during the Perhimpunan, my form teacher come and give Firdaus (oh, my friend, my dear friend, my lovely friend, my beloved friend, yeah, he's the monitor) and me some forms and also papers to give to the class. Then, he calls us to collect the forms that he gave to us yesterday to him faster. I was like, okay okayy, no problem. So, when he's gone, we are still in a very very happy mood, laughing, chatting, crapping during the perhimpunan, like always.

Okayy, when the perhimpunan's over, we head back to class, yeah, things start. I'm so busy and started to panic! DDD: I was like, the teacher wants it to be fast fast fast! So everything must to be fast! Write the 'Maklumat Kedatangan Pelajar' with a super super fast speed, give the papers fast and also yeah, collect the forms that he WANTS.

But, situation happens, always, in this kind of 'exciting' moment (THAT'S WHAT I HATE THE MOST). Some of my classmates haven't finish the 'blanks' in the forms.. Especially the father and mother's IC number.. And they say they want to call their parents to ask for their IC number, for me sure is okayy. So at the first, two girls went to call their parents... While Firdaus and I still collecting from the others.

That time, one period already passed. We're still busying with the forms because there's a lot of blanks in the forms. We think that maybe we should pass up all those forms with all blanks filled up, so the teacher no need to call them to fill it again, no need to waste more time to do that again. So, we just wait for them to finish the forms.

Okayy, the two girls came back. And they say to me that our form teacher wants to see me and he's in an angry mood. I was like... OMG...? T_______T Then I tell Firdaus to call them to complete the form faster and also call him to go together with me to see the form teacher. Want 'die' then 'die' together! Don't let me to be alone. DD: I'm so scared! :( Because, for my form teacher, you know, he's the kind of person that wants everything to be PERFECT, for what he wants, he MUST get it. Sometimes, situation becomes more hard when your teacher's character is like this. :/ Seriously, I don't know what to do except for panic and be afraid.

So, after we collected the forms, well, of course not all, we just go and give him what we have first. When I go and ask the teacher in class can both of us go to see the teacher? "One people go then enough already, why two also need to go?" I was like... how? :/ I don't wish to go alone.. I'm really afraid.. So, Firdaus said he will go to pass up the forms. I'm so touched by him.. T_______T Thanks a lot!

I'm still continue with the forms thingy. After awhile, he came back and call the people who never bring/pass up their forms to go down to the Science Lab to see our form teacher. OMG,  the creepy time. Well, I faster go and ask him, whether the teacher got say anything? He said, the teacher just very angry and he didn't scold. Maybe.. still okayy then.

After more more more awhile, my classmate, which is a boy, he borrowed the teacher in class' "pass keluar" to go to call his parents for the IC number, and then when he came back, the teacher in class is already gone. So he asked me to help him give back the pass to the teacher and also help him to pass up the form to our form teacher as well..  Hmm.. "Okayy............."

Went together to see my form teacher first at the Science lab there together with Hanu. Yeah, before returning the pass to the teacher we go and use that to hand in the form to him first. That time, Firdaus is just out of the Science lab then I ask him the same question about our form teacher again. "Don't worry, he won't scold." He said. Okayy, then I feel more relax after I heard his words. Okayy, don't need to be afraid just go inside the lab....

"Knock knock" Hanu knocks the door. Well, here's my form teacher, with his class. And his anger is shown at his face. "OMG OMG OMG, things please don't be serious please..." But nothing went good, he's shouting at me like, "Why you didn't come down to me in 5 minutes? I said come down with the forms to find me in 5 minutes! And why so late?" I give the reason, "Teacher, some of them are still haven't complete their forms they want to call their parents to ask their IC number." "I don't care, you should just come and pass up to me." He shouted again. "I'm sorry, teacher." "You don't come here and sorry, no use. GO" ..... Okayy, just go.

I feel so sad actually.. I don't want to 'talk back' to the teacher, well you know, teachers, when we're trying to say the real thing they just won't listen and say we all are against him then we'll be standing outside the discipline room. -_____- At first, he say NOTHING about after 5 minutes in class then go and hand in the forms to him, NEVER! That time I was like, he never say so just now? How I know? I not a worm that live inside his stomach. -_____- And also, we just want everything to be in perfect form like all the forms are well-filled, he just don't know and just scold me like that. :'( Some more, he scolded me in front of other class,  not my class. :'( At the same time, I feel so embarrassed (just for a little bit). He just don't know anything.. :'( Why am I always get the scoldings...

After we came out from the lab, we went to the staff room and give back the teacher's pass. On the way of going back to class, my tears fall down. I'm so so so sad. :'( I'm sad not because of him scolding me (I'm already get used of scoldings) I'm sad because of him when I say sorry to him he just treat me so rude and fierce... :'( And he thought I just say "sorry" to make it as an excuse! :( I'M NOT! I didn't do anything wrong also. Seriously, if I want fast sure can, okayy, nevermind, but do you think the class can be as fast as I want? It's totally impossible. Because for sure, in one class, sure got some people won't cooperate with you. Like I want to be slow like that. :( I also don't like to get scoldings what.

I'm trying my best to become an assistant monitor, and seriously, this job is hard. I never become a monitor before. This is my first time and I'm also learning. :'( I'm not a God. I do not know everything. I feel so useless in a sudden. :( Why all these will be happening on a special day? :( ME DON'T LIKEY! :'(

Now I'm so afraid of tomorrow, because tomorrow I will be having his Science lesson. And some more, for tomorrow, there's another form that need to be pass up again, I'm so scared now. I scare that all the things will be like today, and then there's another misunderstanding. :'( (TOUCHWOOD I HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE!) For now I also don't know how to confront my teacher.. :'( I scare that he's still angry with me or something... My mother said that he won't put this kind of thing in his mind for so long, tomorrow everything will be just fine.. I really really do hope so.. Sighs..

So, the story ends. THE END. Without a "happily ever after". -_____- When I was writing this I feel sad again when memories rewind. :'( Baby I'm down down down down down.

Today is a sad case for me, I don't really enjoy today. But still, at least, I enjoyed writing down all my feelings here. :) Thank God that I still have you by my side, bloggie. You are always with me. :)

Okayy, here comes the simply ending. That's all for today, I hope it's 'special enough'. And also, I sincerely hope that you all have a nice day today! :) #question: Guys, got girls come and confess to you? :3 HAHAHA!

P/s: For me, too bad, I don't have any guys to confess with. So, I'll just pass this and I'm not waiting for the next four years of today. :3 When that time, I hope I'm already with my future boy boy and we'll be happily together, steadily. :3 HAHAHA!

I hope that dream will come true soon. :) Okayy, really gotta go for now. Chaos.

Friday, February 24, 2012

24/2, I'm trying.

Dear Bloggie,


Hello! :) What's up everybody? Yo! :P Haha! I'm doing 'not-so-good'. How about you? :) I hope you're doing extremely fine.

So skip those not so important thingy. Hmm.. I just finished my exam on this week's Tuesday. Shocked that I already finished my exams? Yes, you should. Because for other schools will be having their exams at next week or next next week, yeah. But for my 'beloved' school already started the exam so fast and ended the exams so fast (extremely fast), just for Form 1,2 and 3. Form 4 and Form 5 their exams still haven't finish yet. Wish you luck guys. :) Seriously, some more in one day got three subjects we need to take. How can the students handle so many in once? The school should give more time for us to study and let us to score for good marks. But, too bad, my school is not that type. I have nothing to say about it. :X So early then already started the exam, nevermind, but still expect GOOD results from us students. When we get bad results and say it's our fault of being lazy not to study. I was like, what? WE just finished our English and Bahasa Malaysia campaign week's activities last week. We're so busy preparing for those competition. How to really really concentrate on books? Thought we all students are superheroes? I wish I can become one too if can.

Some more a lot of out teachers already said to us that third of March only we will start out exam. But now also changed already. The teachers make us students already got the "third of March only exam" mood. So, blame us again for collecting wrong information? -_____- Even my tuition teachers said my school is too fast for the test so they couldn't give us to do any revision, how pathetic.  :( Luckily for this exam, I never expect anything for it. I'm just relax relax at there.. But no worries, at least I still got study a little bit for it. First exam is actually nothing will be counted. Why treat it so serious then? I don't want to give myself stress anymore. I will only focus on Mid year, PMR trial and PMR, that means all the exams next I will be focusing. Now's still time to enjoy some. :X HAHAHA! P/s: Please don't follow my bad behavior of being lazy. STAY AWAY.

Okayy, stop saying some things that will make me feel more angry and sad. Let's talk about life. I'm very happy recently. :) Of course it's nothing related to studies (books) and exams. The thing that makes me feel so happy is my class!  Now my class is starting to become more livelier than before! :D That's a good good news. And yeaa, there's a lot of 'laughing' stuff to do also. x) Every day, I will be laughing crazily like a retard because of my fellow classmates. Every day sure will got some special kind of thing will happens. Yeah, that's the thing that I want to find in my Form 3 life. :3 Now, I'm starting to love school more. But, I'm still lazy to wake up in the morning to go school. Nothing's gonna change my love for my bed.

Secondly, this is a sad case, quite sad. :( My phone, but it's not a iPhone, Samsung Galaxy or Blackberry, it's just a Sony Ericsson w705i, it died on the day before yesterday. D: When I press on the keypad of its, it won't give any response. T_____T I WANT TO CRY! Why my phone will spoil at this kind of moment? When I really really need to use my phone. :( Sighs... Bad things happen always. :/

My w705i in pink... :( 

Now I announce that my phone is officially spoiled. Now I may kiss my phone goodbye. T______T *sobs* So now, I'm living my life WITHOUT a handphone! Let me prove that in this kind of cyber world I still can survive WITHOUT my phone! :P Haha! During the March school holidays, only I will go and buy a new phone.. For this time, I aim for Sony Ericsson Arc or Arc S. I hope my parents will sponsor me half of it. :X

Lastly, this is about something which is consider more random.. Well... you see.... I really feel like making a cover of any popular songs or whatever nice songs since very very long time ago.. But, I don't have the guts of making one.. And you know, I'm that kind of  "this also scare, that also scare" person.. I scare of this and that so much and I don't know why. :'( I don't have any confidence at all! D: I know I'm such a coward, ALWAYS. So for this time.. I'll put a sample, testing of my singing in my bloggie.. I don't really sing it too properly because at first I thought of just trying to record it down for myself to listen. I never thought I will think of upload to my bloggie to have a try.. :) So.. please don't give too harsh comment on it.. :/  And also please don't mind about my retarded look in the video, I look weird. If I sound very horrible or terrible, I'm really sorry.. Although I don't have a pretty face, shinning eyes and a lovely smile, I still hope you all will enjoy it. :) So.. I will present to you... "Can't Take My Eyes Off You" WITHOUT ANY BACKGROUND MUSIC. (Please scroll down to the end of my bloggie to close the background music first only you listen to this. I scare it will be over noisy.) And also please turn your speakers volume or the volume at the video there to be smaller.... Yeaa..


Well, I know there's one part is kinda awkward.. During the "I love you baby" part, well I don't have any background music.. I don't think I need to wait exact 17 seconds of the bridge only I start to sing the chorus part.. Sorry because I sang plainly without any background music...
EVERYTHING IS JUST A TESTING HERE, so really please don't be too mind about it.. If I get good reactions I will do a real serious one with background music and I will smile at the camera. :3 If I never get any reactions, no worries, I still will do something.. I will do a very very very serious to the max one with background music and I will smile until like this ":D" at the camera. ;3 Haha! No different I know, I'm just saying nonsense. :X Well, just trying around here.. don't be too serious about it..  I do look like a retard inside, right?

Let's see something more nicer, how about the flowers? 

I know I look so so so so different compare with the 'me' inside the video. HAHA. So camera is a real magical thingy that always change things to perfect. HAHA. :X The power of the camera. x)

Okayy, I think I will stop here now, I'm so so so sleepy after a tiring school day and tomorrow I still need to attend to school for the scout activity.. #busy So it's time to say goodbye. :) Chaos.