Midnight typing. ;)

Hello, I bet many of you are sleeping now since tomorrow is a schooling day.

Well, for me, I'm not going to school tomorrow. I take another one day off to let my sick to be fully recover then Wednesday I will be going to school and also attend that after school co-curricular activity. T___T

Okayy, this is my first try of using my phone's Blogger App to blog. :3 Accidentally found this awesome app at Google playstore. You know, I'm quite lazy nowadays to blog, now there's an app for blogging that will be easier for me to blog maybe like before bedtime? I like to tweet/post a lot of statuses before bedtime I don't know why, and everytime I did, I'm using my phone. So this application comes out very handy. I like it so much!! I hope I won't face those posting errors , God please bless me.

So Blogger Erin is back on track!! I won't let my bloggie to be dusty and lonely anymore!! Teehee! Need to use my smart phone wisely or else I'm actually paying so much to buy an expensive clock.

CNY's getting closer, but my birthday will be closer. :P HAHAHA!!
Haven't fully prepare for CNY. Haven't clean up the house, haven't put up the decos (it's been years since we last did that), most important is I HAVEN'T FINISH TO SHOP FOR MY NEW YEAR CLOTHES YET. I still owe a bag, shoes, shirts, blabla and so on.. So I can't wait for doing the shopping! :3 But before that I think I need to finish the cleaning first. T___T

Looking forward to MY BIRTHDAY and also CNY. <3 I can't wait! I hope everything will be fine and alright throughout the process. <3

So goodnight and goodbye all my beloved ones, love ya all! ;) XOXO

YO WASSUP

YOYO EVERYONE.  It's really been a long time since the last update. Okayy, I admit, I'm super lazy. And also I don't think I have anything to blog. BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE A LIFE! I'm always with my computer, and ONLINE ONLINE ONLINE 24/7. NONSTOP. Can I have my LIFE back please?

I need my SOCIAL LIFE back. It's like seriously. I'm so quiet nowadays. I don't have anything to talk, to speak, to start a conversation with. Okayy, I have, but I don't think there's anyone will be interested. Sighs. My life now is so FOREVER ALONE. Still remember about my form 2 life, the beginning part? Yeaa, now I'm all by myself.

My best friends went to other classes, A class and B class while I'm still staying at the same class, C class. At least I'm still happy with my class even though it's not the same as last year's 3 C anymore. :(

Honestly I regretted so much. If I put my effort to study, I think I can score pretty well. If you all don't know my PMR results, mine would be 4 As and 4 Bs. A's for Chinese, English, Geography and Science. Still, I need to be satisfied with my results SINCE I didn't pay out any hard work, some more still ONLINE GAMES WHOLE DAY LONG. 4 A 4 B, it's actually quite unbelievable. Last minute work is always awesome. (Y)

NOW I WOULD LIKE TO ANNOUNCE THAT FORM FOUR IS DEFINITELY A HONEY MOON YEAR FOR ME. 

Well, you know, every teacher first come in to the class, then they will keep telling that, "Form 4 is not a honeymoon year." Are you trying to give your students' STRESS just in the beginning of the year?

Some of my friends went tuition last year. OMG, so hard working... And many of them start their tuition already for now. Me? HAHAHAHA. Slow slow wait. Wait slow slow. :DD I'm really lazy to go for tuition. One subject also need to teach more than one hour. I will be sleeping in the tuition class. I'm thinking of tuition after CNY, but still, see first. But the subjects I must take will be PHYSICS and ADD MATHS. I think Biology is the easiest and Chemistry is still okayy. Seriously, I really really hate Maths, like a lot. Why come out one ADD MATHS AND PHYSICS?! You are actually making my life more miserable. T__T

MY CURRENT STATUS: Still not yet used to school life, so tiring, everyday need to wake up SUPER EARLY, and get not enough of sleep, homeworks, rushing homeworks at the last minute, online game things, social thingy and so on of problems. ARGH.

Now I'm actually looking forward to my SWEET SIXTEEN birthday! :D ♥ 
9 days more. :)

Gaming time is here, gotta go now. Chaos. ;)

TOTAL RANDOMNESS.

Dear Bloggie,

MUAHAHA, PMR WAS OVER. And it was already like a week only I come for a blog post.

Yesh, finally it was over, FINALLY. I've been waiting for that day so long. So I no need to keep thinking of it, no need to force myself to think of it, no need to stress myself, no need to listen to any more of my mum's mumbling, no need to give a time limit to my games, now it's all about freedom babehh. ;)

Saw the bloggie title today? Yeah total randomness. What I will talk about today is totally random and I have no idea what I will be taking about, well, let's just wait and see what I will write. :P

1. PMR
- Okayy.. I summarize the whole thing for this.
Before the exam - WAIT DIE
After the exam - WAIT DIE x100000000
I have no idea what I'm doing during the exams. -__- It's like seriously.
First day, BM paper 1 and paper 2: Paper 1 I already got no hope on it, paper 2 I've no idea what I'm writing on the essay part and I NEVER STUDY anything about the novel that came out. I'VE BEEN STUDYING FOR FORM 1 and FORM 3's NOVELS AND YOU CAME OUT FORM 2, what a nice idea to trick the students. THEN WHY YOU CHANGE THE NOVEL SYLLABUS FOR FORM 3??? FOR WHAT????



ARGHHH, ISHHHH. >:(
Second day, English Paper 1, paper 2 and Geography: English, my 'master' subject. Say honestly, if I never get A for English in PMR, let me die. Geography, B is not a problem, hope I can simply tembak until A, hahahaha.
Third day, Science paper 1, paper 2 and History: I screwed up Science paper 1 even though it's easy x100.
Paper 2, I think I performed well, maybe still got the chance to get A. History, B I think it's not a problem, but still, I hope I can simply tembak until A as well, hahaha.
Fourth day, Mathematics paper 1, paper 2 and KH: Mathematics 1 I got no enough time to finish the thing, more than 10+ questions I just simply circle the most logical answer for me. Paper 2 I think I can tipu some marks from the workings. I think still got the possibilities to get B. :3 KH, I got no mood at doing it, I don't know what I'm doing, I just hope I can tembak the correct answer and also get a B for it.
Fifth day, the final day, Chinese paper 1 and paper 2: My another hope of getting A is extinguished. -__- I think it's impossible to get A already, sighs. My Chinese... T____T The A subject that I must get, fly away already. :'( </3
So conclusion, I don't want to see any 'C' on my PMR result paper, how many As, how many Bs I don't care already.
And PMR over already, why should I care now? Keep calm and wait die. ♥

2. Beauty beauty stuffs.
- During the before PMR and PMR period, I got no mood to care about my facial health, facial care or FACE. So my face for that time really was cacat x100. With those pimples, oil bags and the BLACKHEADS ON THE NOSE!!!! I'm suffering with serious blackheads on the nose for like so long time already, and I still can't get rid of them. Why are they so stubborn? ARGH.

Cacat face. :X

Part of the skin care products.

Use ALL the skin care product for my face!!! Muahaha, I want to have a pretty face. :3 Heeeheee.♥

FATTY GIRL IS MASKING. :3 ♥

Must put in more effort to be leng leng, haha. Becoming beautiful is almost every girl's dream, not? :3 ♥

3. FOOD.
- So long that I didn't take any picture of food, since it's been a long time that I never go out for shopping. :(

Mini egg tart. 

THIS IS SO NICE! But bought this from Klang, hard to find for this kind of taste in KL. NICEEE x10000.♥

4. GAMING NONSTOP.
- After PMR, I kept my words. SDO SIAO WHOLE DAY NONSTOP. Fight for my Guild or so called clan inside. Now I am busying for my Guild blog, I am still decorating it. Need to use a lot of time for that. And also shua shua shua for my guild, WOWFaNTaSTiC, cheer up! I'm trying my best to become a good leader inside though.

Bringing my purple laptop anywhere I go (inside the house). Fatty girl is addicted to SDO so much.
P/s: Look at the piles of books behind, haha. Still haven't go and burn all my books or tear them apart yet.

Shua shua shua...

Not just my desktop, both desktop and laptop are functionally so well to shua, even though it can't perform well, IT STILL MUST PERFORM WELL. #Hardcore

A random picture that I took when I was shua-ing.

Ignore the pimples, I look so different right? :3 HAHA!

5. NAIL COLOUR

- Since I won't be going to school, maybe during the end of the month, when we need to take our textbooks and get to know for our class streaming next year only I will go to school. So, still got plenty of time. No worries. ♥

Le left hand.

Nude orange, orange, a silver look kind of purple, a blue look kind of purple, Purple. PURPLE!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Le right hand.

White, yellow, orange, red, brown. MUAHAHA.

10 different colours together. I'm so 'awesome'.

6. THE SONG THAT I AM ADDICTED RECENTLY

- Flower Dance by DJ Okawari, it's just so nice. I know it from one of the SDO in game songs. I strongly recommend this song, even though it's without any lyrics. A relaxing music. Nice.♥

I will put this song as my bloggie background music soon, please stay tuned, heee.

Links to listen this song:
DJ Okawari - Flower Dance

Flower Dance ~ DJ Okawari Cover

The cover one is awesome, you guys should check it out. ;)

So, I got addicted, I'm learning how to play this as well on my piano. :P

Although I can't sit for a long time at the piano, because the chair have no backrest, but I will take at least 5 minutes every day to practice this song to perfection. ♥

Okayy, those are the random stuffs I want to talk about today. Random enough eh?

I still got a lot a lot more to tell, but just wait. I will often come for an update.

Now it's already 2:56AM 20/10/2012, and I'm not yet sleeping, what a good lifestyle for my body and health.

Stop here, gotta go. 

Miss me, love me, wait me. xoxo.

Chaos.

PMR, hold your horses!

Dear Bloggie,


Hello guys. ;) How are you all doing? Currently I'm writing my bloggie in midnight. Haha. Sometimes, midnight is the only right time to express all those deep feelings.

This is a short post, so don't worry. Don't know what's wrong with me, I've been slept for almost 6 hours from 12p.m ++ to 6p.m after I came back from school. Went school to attend the Science seminar, for some last minute tips, haha. I'm not really into my studies nowadays.

Today, Sunday, 12:26a.m, two more days to PMR. And I'm not even 20% ready for all subjects. I think I will only study that particular subject on that particular day. -___- Some more I say that I want to go for Science stream, what a joke! Oh yes, sure, I will only study for Science, no more. Hahaha. x) Now, I hope I can score A(s) for all my languages, I'm only good in that.

So, one day left for me to cover my Geography, History and Science. Monday I will only cover my BM for Tuesday, the first subject of the PMR examination. Yeaa, that's pretty awesome with the novel and also the literature parts. *blah*

OMG, now I don't know what to continue, headache, sleepy head, dizzy. Sighs, you see, tons of problems. Sighs. How am I ever going to study in a comfortable state? :/

2 more days, aza-aza fighting every candidates! Wish you the best of luck.

I think I better rest first, or else I got no energy to study tomorrow. Goodnight loves.

Soon is the day.

Dear Bloggie,


Hello everyone. :) It's been a very long since the last update. Well, for this time I changed my bloggie address and also some things inside the bloggie. ;) im-precious.blogspot.com > erinyiyi.blogspot.com isn't more easier to be remembered? Hahaha. :)

Tell you some situation about me recently. The first important thing is, I didn't go to school for at least one month already I think. Why? Haha, it is because of my backache and also some difficulties in walking. That makes me can't go to school for so long. After I ran and also played badminton during the past past past past past PJ lesson, I actually can't do extreme exercises, yeaa, running is considered as an extreme exercise for me. I just can't run. -___- But still I went for it, this is the so called 'padan muka'.

Let me see, what's the date today.. OH GOSH, it's already 3rd of October! And my PMR is extremely near now, 9th of October.

Picture source: Facebook (Gagforest)

That picture describes a lot of words. No need to say much. :/ So 'sui' that my PMR is in the year 2012. 

PMR is coming, within these few days. But still, I am less into books. -___- I just don't have the mood to study. I DON'T KNOW WHY. This is the time that I should be studying, I think maybe the night before that subject only I will go and revise. You know why? Every time when I want to take a book and study, what happens? Here pain, there pain, headache, flu, whatever thing also come. -___- Like want to stop me from studying. Including now, I'm blogging but I keep 'ah choo ah choo ah choo' at there, nonstop! Tissues all over the place. -___- WHAT HAPPENED TO ME SERIOUSLY?! 

I actually come here to practice my English for the English paper 2 essay. Hahaha. I improved a lot after I start blogging in English. :D Since I can't do any revision in a more comfortable state, blogging is the best choice for me now. 

So, for now, I still spend  a lot of my time in playing online games, still. -___- Especially my Super Dancer Online. I just can't stop playing it. Maybe it because I have a bunch of good friends and also a happy family inside, it makes me want to online everyday just to chat with them. They are the reason I start active back in online game, I finally found the reason, but, it's not really the time. -___- But still, they gave me a lot of mental support, without them, I think I will also be very sad with my condition now. 

Okayy, I'm lacking of words now. Brain stuck, runny nose, blurry eyes, oxygen transportation can't reach the brain. So, stop here. Please patiently await for my next arrival, haha. 

Wish me luck in studies. And also all the PMR candidates, good luck.  ♥

PMR is near.

Yo, wassup! Don't know what happened to me, recently I keep on saying this to people yo. :3

Okayy, I need to change my habit of 'one month blog once'. I can't always leave my bloggie here, being dusty and not updated. Well, my bad. I always say that I want to update update update, but ended up lazy.

Actually I got a lot a lot of things that I want to share. But I don't think so I will write very long today, since I said before I will try to write short posts. So, more people will come and read, visit. AT LEAST. Practice makes perfect. I believe that.

Okayy, shall we get into the main point? Yeaa, I will be talking about my PMR trial result.

For me, I think I did a good and also 'not-so-good' job. Of course there will also be some improvement and 'deprovement'.  Well, just look at my BELOVED Mathematics, I'm so proud of myself, MUAHAHAHA.
It's like after so long, FINALLY I did it!!! A 'B' for my Mathematics after so long! Heeeheeeheeeeeee.
Thanks to my Mathematics teacher, tuition teachers. :D They are awesome. :3

For the 'deprovement' part, which is my Sejarah, for my mid year exam I got a 75 marks, a 'B' for my Sejarah and see now what happened to it. This is what will happen if Science and Sejarah are both on the same day. I concentrated on Science the MOST and I didn't even touch my Sejarah. At the last minute only I read some super duper short notes.

For the other subjects, I'm still satisfied with the marks because I still don't really put in my full effort inside. Thank God I got both B for my Science and Mathematics. Tell you what, my school is using the trial's result for next year's class streaming. I don't know what class I will go with the 'not so good' result I'm having there, 87/385..... I hope that I still get the chance to go for Science stream classes, pure ones. *finger crossed*
P/s: But the Science paper 2 was hard, it's not fair..... and the teacher and tuition both haven't finish their syllabus, blame it on that baby! *winks* ;)

I swear I won't simply playing around with the real PMR. I try to get myself to study more properly than last minutes. :3 Heeheee.  I won't get any 'C's for my real PMR examination and also at least I will, I MUST get 4 'A's, no matter what subject it is. :3 But I'm aiming for Chinese, English, Malay, Science, Mathematics. Oops, that's already more than four As. ;)

Still, wish me luck on that. My willpower is not that strong though. :3 Hahahahaha.

Okay, enough with my sick results. Let's make a good happy ending for today's post.

Last Friday, I went to Hamizul's open house, with the buddies. ;) Especially with my baby Suryyyy and Julia. ;) That's the first time I'm going for a Malay friend's open house. It's a new kind of experience. Nice, they are so mesra, and kind. Oppositely, all of us are quite, shy... :3 Haha. Well, after that, four of us, Sury, Julia, me, including the tuan rumah Hamizul went to Jusco to have a walk under the air cond.

Then, four of us went to take pictures at the photo booth. Haha. 3 girls one boy.

Girls are beautiful while the boy is cute. :3 (Don't include me inside of the girls.) 

Had a blast, had a nice day with them. ;) On MERDEKA day, HAHAHA. Satu Malaysia spirit! ♥

This is such a happy ending for today right? :D Be happy that the post is quite short, because I'm trying my best to SHORTEN it that's why! 

Will share more soon, chaos chaos. ;) 

Please do miss me. ♥

Feelings are indescribable.

Hello. It's been a very long since I come here and say at least a 'Hello'. Well, I clearly know that well. ;)

During the month of July, I don't know what happened to me, I don't have the time and mood to update my bloggie, and also other thing else. Bad July. Now, July was over, August has come. I bet in this new month, I will have a brand new attitude to confront all kinds of stuff.

So, pretty much nothing happened to me July. The unforgettable ones are,  I had so much fun together with my classmates a.k.a crazy friends a.k.a besties! :D And also the farewell party we made for our beloved Miss Ellaine Hong. ;) She's once our Kemahiran Hidup teacher and also Moral teacher. :) A very very good one. I miss her so much! :( Still, I wish she will be having a good time with her University life. ;) And please don't forget us, same to us, we will never ever forget you. :)

Okayy. Recently, I just finished my PMR trials. What I can say is, I don't know what kind of bad results I will get, I just hope that I won't get any failings. One failing will hurt my heart so much. Because my school will be using the PMR trial exam to do our class streaming for next year. Okayy, I know that's kinda strange but what to do. School rules are rules, we can't change it. So, the trial for Science is hard. Very very hard. For some I don't even see questions like that before. What can I say is, PLEASE, MAY GOD BLESS ME. Please, at least at least a C or B. I know I can't get A. But another funny thing is, for the people who always following the updates of my bloggie, you all will know that, MUST know that I HATE MATHEMATICS VERY VERY MUCH. Now, I think, maybe my MATHEMATICS will get higher marks than the Science. -_____- Everything changed. OMG. And for those subjects like Sejarah and Kemahiran Hidup is what I scare the most for now. I scare both of those subjects I will fail. D: Firstly, Science and Sejarah are in the same day, I focus on Science paper more than my Sejarah paper. At the end, I study nothing about Sejarah. Secondly, during my Kemahiran Hidup paper, don't know what happened to me, headache strikes no mood to do the paper. Honestly saying I just want those two papers to pass with a D also nevermind, AT LEAST A PASS.

My results dropped a lot, seriously. Comparing last year's and this year's. OMG. WHAT A DIFFERENCE. And I don't know what happened to me. I changed a lot this year. I'm more into enjoying my life than sacrifice my time to study for the future. Maybe it because the school give up on me and I give up my school? Nah. I think it only contains 80% of it. x) HAHAHA! Just kidding. Well, since they change the format of the results. I don't really care of my marks anymore. The percentage is nothing anymore. So, I won't aim for marks. I aim for 'cukup makan'. Enough then okayy already. I won't hope for more.

Conclusion is, I hope I won't fail any subjects, and then I still manage to get into Science stream or at least a sub-Science FIRST. I will study hard, BOOST MY RESULTS during the real PMR thingy. School, you just wait and see. ;) Me making the difference. ;) P/s: I hope I really can do so....... Wish me luck on studying though.

Actually I come here today is to share my opinion, thinking on this particular thingy.. I feel so strange that, why everyone is not the same? Not to say the outer appearance, that hurts a lot. </3 Let's say about the inner side today.

In this world, so many people are living in this world, living in the same earth, sharing the same air, sharing the same universe and also a lot a lot of things. We are the same in this kind of thing. But, why? Say until feelings and characteristics, everyone is not the same, in EVERY moment?

Characteristics, this is kinda interesting. People are born in different ways of characteristic. It can be kind, polite, happy go lucky, smart, generous, graceful and lots more. But some, in an interesting way of their own special kind of unique, they are selfish, careless, reckless and lots more also. But what I can say is, everyone is born KIND, just the way of their thinking and the way of their act changed their attitude. Well, you can be what you want, though.

Feelings, this is a very very strange, special and actually words can't describe what feelings really are. Everyone in the world now has different feelings now. Like some people are sad now because of their results, some people are happy because good luck come and knock at their doorbells. Some people like me, are feeling curious on something... Feelings, there are so many many many, or maybe MUCH.. because it's uncountable...
.
Let's have an example for this. One of them is so sad because of something while another one is so so so happy because he gets what he wants. For me, I will be sad and happy in the same time as well for them. One is very very sad while another is very very happy. It's like the sky and the ground. These two things, you can't even relate them together. So, I'm feeling quite complicated. A mixture of sad and happiness, and that's kinda.............. kinda......... don't know what to do.

What I can conclude is, when one's sad, they feel that happiness is quite far away from them. When one's happy, they don't know actually there are so many people are feeling sad at that moment, because they are very very happy. Sighs, I also don't know how to say about this. Not to say one cannot be happy or sad, just why everyone can't be happy in the same time. I know that's real strange if that really happens.

When one's happy, they will instantly forget everything they been through, those hard, tough moments. When one's sad, they will instantly forget everything they had, those happiness, and wonderful times. What I can say is, sometimes, us, humans, don't know how to appreciate for what we have and also being those kind of... how to say.. ridiculously forgetful when they're enjoying the time of their life on something, I mean those not permanent stuffs. Of course, that includes me, for doing all those things. :3

Why? Even though we know the theory and also the cycle of how it goes. But, everyone of us, sure, will make this kind of mistake. THE BIGGEST ONE, WE WILL NEVER APPRECIATE OURSELVES PROPERLY AND ALSO BEING GRATEFUL FOR WHAT WE HAVE. That's the ugliest truth, that we never know.

*SHORT PAUSE*
I'm feeling so lazy to continue this topic, OMG, I wrote so long already. -_-

People always let greediness go into their minds. WE WANT MORE spirit. Yes, that's it. GREEDY. And also. SELFISH. I want more of my happiness but I don't want any sadness. Yeah, who don't want a life like that? But it's impossible. Everyone will go through happiness and sadness in their life no matter how is it. Just, how we confront it, it's either with a smile or a frown.

What I can say is, we must try to be more optimistic in everything no matter is good or bad. Try to think of something more positive related to it, so you might not feel that bad. And no matter what happens, we MUST NOT give up, no no no. WE MUST FIGHT UNTIL THE END. At least you did try. ;) But of course not to call you to face the problem alone, you can bring some power to knock them off more easily by sharing it with your FRIENDS and they might/may help you in some ways. ;) Unity is power. And also don't look down on one's power as well. ;)

Okayy, I don't care, this must come to one end already. -__-  But now I don't know how to end it, so let's just.......... let it be? Okayy, serious serious. Having different feelings is normal, well, we are a human being, not a robot. *DUH* So it's okayy to smile, and it's also okayy to cry. ;) Do anything that will let you feel more relieved, but not something illegal for sure. -_- So light up the dark with a smile, fill up the blank pages of life with colours. ;)

Okayy, I'm so tired of typing now. -__- SO MANY WORDS TODAY. I'm quite pro huh? HAHAHA. x)

Once again, if anybody reads my post for today until here, I WILL BE SO SO THANKFUL because you actually wasted your precious time on my post. :3 Haha. And sorry there's no picture to share for today. And that's the reason of my lame blog here. Haha.

See you soon. ;) Looking forward to here. ;) Do come visit often. Thanks and chaos. ;)