29/2, Special enough?

Dear Bloggie,


Hello there! :D Oh yeah, know what's day today? Yeaa, I know I'm talking nonsense, but just, let me to. :X Well, today is a quite special day because for this day appears once every four years. Yeaa, I know that you all will know this VERY VERY VERY SIMPLE FACT but please just let me talk some nonsense! So, doing anything special today? :) For me, yeah, something 'special enough'. Talk about that later. From the information that I got from Facebook, they say that today for the GIRLS, it's their confess day. They can go and confess to any boys they like and the boys cannot say NO to them, how nice huh? If say NO to GIRLS, they must pay the price. :P So girls, do you take your action of showing your LOVE? :3 Haha! Well, I don't know this is the true information for this day or not, but just to share it out with you all. :) And oh yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to people who celebrate their birthday today. :) Have a blast! Enjoy it to the max, don't waste even a second.

Oh yo yo, I'm the assistant monitor of class 3 Cekal yo! And today I'm not quite happy because of this yo!
Sorry, nonsense again, I'm a little bit 'crazy' now. -_____- Okayy, let me tell my 'story of the day', no worries, I'll make it as short as possible. :3

Well, see that badge up there? Yeaa, I got this two days before which is Monday. And yeah, for the monitors and assistants need to wear everyday from that day, how 'nice'. And yeah, this is just the third day I'm having this badge then the trouble happened...

Okayy, start from a very very good morning, while I'm very very happy before the school, hanging out with my friends, crapping with my friends and laughing with my friends. Yeah, then, during the Perhimpunan, my form teacher come and give Firdaus (oh, my friend, my dear friend, my lovely friend, my beloved friend, yeah, he's the monitor) and me some forms and also papers to give to the class. Then, he calls us to collect the forms that he gave to us yesterday to him faster. I was like, okay okayy, no problem. So, when he's gone, we are still in a very very happy mood, laughing, chatting, crapping during the perhimpunan, like always.

Okayy, when the perhimpunan's over, we head back to class, yeah, things start. I'm so busy and started to panic! DDD: I was like, the teacher wants it to be fast fast fast! So everything must to be fast! Write the 'Maklumat Kedatangan Pelajar' with a super super fast speed, give the papers fast and also yeah, collect the forms that he WANTS.

But, situation happens, always, in this kind of 'exciting' moment (THAT'S WHAT I HATE THE MOST). Some of my classmates haven't finish the 'blanks' in the forms.. Especially the father and mother's IC number.. And they say they want to call their parents to ask for their IC number, for me sure is okayy. So at the first, two girls went to call their parents... While Firdaus and I still collecting from the others.

That time, one period already passed. We're still busying with the forms because there's a lot of blanks in the forms. We think that maybe we should pass up all those forms with all blanks filled up, so the teacher no need to call them to fill it again, no need to waste more time to do that again. So, we just wait for them to finish the forms.

Okayy, the two girls came back. And they say to me that our form teacher wants to see me and he's in an angry mood. I was like... OMG...? T_______T Then I tell Firdaus to call them to complete the form faster and also call him to go together with me to see the form teacher. Want 'die' then 'die' together! Don't let me to be alone. DD: I'm so scared! :( Because, for my form teacher, you know, he's the kind of person that wants everything to be PERFECT, for what he wants, he MUST get it. Sometimes, situation becomes more hard when your teacher's character is like this. :/ Seriously, I don't know what to do except for panic and be afraid.

So, after we collected the forms, well, of course not all, we just go and give him what we have first. When I go and ask the teacher in class can both of us go to see the teacher? "One people go then enough already, why two also need to go?" I was like... how? :/ I don't wish to go alone.. I'm really afraid.. So, Firdaus said he will go to pass up the forms. I'm so touched by him.. T_______T Thanks a lot!

I'm still continue with the forms thingy. After awhile, he came back and call the people who never bring/pass up their forms to go down to the Science Lab to see our form teacher. OMG,  the creepy time. Well, I faster go and ask him, whether the teacher got say anything? He said, the teacher just very angry and he didn't scold. Maybe.. still okayy then.

After more more more awhile, my classmate, which is a boy, he borrowed the teacher in class' "pass keluar" to go to call his parents for the IC number, and then when he came back, the teacher in class is already gone. So he asked me to help him give back the pass to the teacher and also help him to pass up the form to our form teacher as well..  Hmm.. "Okayy............."

Went together to see my form teacher first at the Science lab there together with Hanu. Yeah, before returning the pass to the teacher we go and use that to hand in the form to him first. That time, Firdaus is just out of the Science lab then I ask him the same question about our form teacher again. "Don't worry, he won't scold." He said. Okayy, then I feel more relax after I heard his words. Okayy, don't need to be afraid just go inside the lab....

"Knock knock" Hanu knocks the door. Well, here's my form teacher, with his class. And his anger is shown at his face. "OMG OMG OMG, things please don't be serious please..." But nothing went good, he's shouting at me like, "Why you didn't come down to me in 5 minutes? I said come down with the forms to find me in 5 minutes! And why so late?" I give the reason, "Teacher, some of them are still haven't complete their forms they want to call their parents to ask their IC number." "I don't care, you should just come and pass up to me." He shouted again. "I'm sorry, teacher." "You don't come here and sorry, no use. GO" ..... Okayy, just go.

I feel so sad actually.. I don't want to 'talk back' to the teacher, well you know, teachers, when we're trying to say the real thing they just won't listen and say we all are against him then we'll be standing outside the discipline room. -_____- At first, he say NOTHING about after 5 minutes in class then go and hand in the forms to him, NEVER! That time I was like, he never say so just now? How I know? I not a worm that live inside his stomach. -_____- And also, we just want everything to be in perfect form like all the forms are well-filled, he just don't know and just scold me like that. :'( Some more, he scolded me in front of other class,  not my class. :'( At the same time, I feel so embarrassed (just for a little bit). He just don't know anything.. :'( Why am I always get the scoldings...

After we came out from the lab, we went to the staff room and give back the teacher's pass. On the way of going back to class, my tears fall down. I'm so so so sad. :'( I'm sad not because of him scolding me (I'm already get used of scoldings) I'm sad because of him when I say sorry to him he just treat me so rude and fierce... :'( And he thought I just say "sorry" to make it as an excuse! :( I'M NOT! I didn't do anything wrong also. Seriously, if I want fast sure can, okayy, nevermind, but do you think the class can be as fast as I want? It's totally impossible. Because for sure, in one class, sure got some people won't cooperate with you. Like I want to be slow like that. :( I also don't like to get scoldings what.

I'm trying my best to become an assistant monitor, and seriously, this job is hard. I never become a monitor before. This is my first time and I'm also learning. :'( I'm not a God. I do not know everything. I feel so useless in a sudden. :( Why all these will be happening on a special day? :( ME DON'T LIKEY! :'(

Now I'm so afraid of tomorrow, because tomorrow I will be having his Science lesson. And some more, for tomorrow, there's another form that need to be pass up again, I'm so scared now. I scare that all the things will be like today, and then there's another misunderstanding. :'( (TOUCHWOOD I HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE!) For now I also don't know how to confront my teacher.. :'( I scare that he's still angry with me or something... My mother said that he won't put this kind of thing in his mind for so long, tomorrow everything will be just fine.. I really really do hope so.. Sighs..

So, the story ends. THE END. Without a "happily ever after". -_____- When I was writing this I feel sad again when memories rewind. :'( Baby I'm down down down down down.

Today is a sad case for me, I don't really enjoy today. But still, at least, I enjoyed writing down all my feelings here. :) Thank God that I still have you by my side, bloggie. You are always with me. :)

Okayy, here comes the simply ending. That's all for today, I hope it's 'special enough'. And also, I sincerely hope that you all have a nice day today! :) #question: Guys, got girls come and confess to you? :3 HAHAHA!

P/s: For me, too bad, I don't have any guys to confess with. So, I'll just pass this and I'm not waiting for the next four years of today. :3 When that time, I hope I'm already with my future boy boy and we'll be happily together, steadily. :3 HAHAHA!

I hope that dream will come true soon. :) Okayy, really gotta go for now. Chaos.

24/2, I'm trying.

Dear Bloggie,


Hello! :) What's up everybody? Yo! :P Haha! I'm doing 'not-so-good'. How about you? :) I hope you're doing extremely fine.

So skip those not so important thingy. Hmm.. I just finished my exam on this week's Tuesday. Shocked that I already finished my exams? Yes, you should. Because for other schools will be having their exams at next week or next next week, yeah. But for my 'beloved' school already started the exam so fast and ended the exams so fast (extremely fast), just for Form 1,2 and 3. Form 4 and Form 5 their exams still haven't finish yet. Wish you luck guys. :) Seriously, some more in one day got three subjects we need to take. How can the students handle so many in once? The school should give more time for us to study and let us to score for good marks. But, too bad, my school is not that type. I have nothing to say about it. :X So early then already started the exam, nevermind, but still expect GOOD results from us students. When we get bad results and say it's our fault of being lazy not to study. I was like, what? WE just finished our English and Bahasa Malaysia campaign week's activities last week. We're so busy preparing for those competition. How to really really concentrate on books? Thought we all students are superheroes? I wish I can become one too if can.

Some more a lot of out teachers already said to us that third of March only we will start out exam. But now also changed already. The teachers make us students already got the "third of March only exam" mood. So, blame us again for collecting wrong information? -_____- Even my tuition teachers said my school is too fast for the test so they couldn't give us to do any revision, how pathetic.  :( Luckily for this exam, I never expect anything for it. I'm just relax relax at there.. But no worries, at least I still got study a little bit for it. First exam is actually nothing will be counted. Why treat it so serious then? I don't want to give myself stress anymore. I will only focus on Mid year, PMR trial and PMR, that means all the exams next I will be focusing. Now's still time to enjoy some. :X HAHAHA! P/s: Please don't follow my bad behavior of being lazy. STAY AWAY.

Okayy, stop saying some things that will make me feel more angry and sad. Let's talk about life. I'm very happy recently. :) Of course it's nothing related to studies (books) and exams. The thing that makes me feel so happy is my class! ♥ Now my class is starting to become more livelier than before! :D That's a good good news. And yeaa, there's a lot of 'laughing' stuff to do also. x) Every day, I will be laughing crazily like a retard because of my fellow classmates. Every day sure will got some special kind of thing will happens. Yeah, that's the thing that I want to find in my Form 3 life. :3 Now, I'm starting to love school more. But, I'm still lazy to wake up in the morning to go school. Nothing's gonna change my love for my bed.

Secondly, this is a sad case, quite sad. :( My phone, but it's not a iPhone, Samsung Galaxy or Blackberry, it's just a Sony Ericsson w705i, it died on the day before yesterday. D: When I press on the keypad of its, it won't give any response. T_____T I WANT TO CRY! Why my phone will spoil at this kind of moment? When I really really need to use my phone. :( Sighs... Bad things happen always. :/

My w705i in pink... :( 

Now I announce that my phone is officially spoiled. Now I may kiss my phone goodbye. T______T *sobs* So now, I'm living my life WITHOUT a handphone! Let me prove that in this kind of cyber world I still can survive WITHOUT my phone! :P Haha! During the March school holidays, only I will go and buy a new phone.. For this time, I aim for Sony Ericsson Arc or Arc S. I hope my parents will sponsor me half of it. :X

Lastly, this is about something which is consider more random.. Well... you see.... I really feel like making a cover of any popular songs or whatever nice songs since very very long time ago.. But, I don't have the guts of making one.. And you know, I'm that kind of  "this also scare, that also scare" person.. I scare of this and that so much and I don't know why. :'( I don't have any confidence at all! D: I know I'm such a coward, ALWAYS. So for this time.. I'll put a sample, testing of my singing in my bloggie.. I don't really sing it too properly because at first I thought of just trying to record it down for myself to listen. I never thought I will think of upload to my bloggie to have a try.. :) So.. please don't give too harsh comment on it.. :/  And also please don't mind about my retarded look in the video, I look weird. If I sound very horrible or terrible, I'm really sorry.. Although I don't have a pretty face, shinning eyes and a lovely smile, I still hope you all will enjoy it. :) So.. I will present to you... "Can't Take My Eyes Off You" WITHOUT ANY BACKGROUND MUSIC. (Please scroll down to the end of my bloggie to close the background music first only you listen to this. I scare it will be over noisy.) And also please turn your speakers volume or the volume at the video there to be smaller.... Yeaa..

Well, I know there's one part is kinda awkward.. During the "I love you baby" part, well I don't have any background music.. I don't think I need to wait exact 17 seconds of the bridge only I start to sing the chorus part.. Sorry because I sang plainly without any background music...
EVERYTHING IS JUST A TESTING HERE, so really please don't be too mind about it.. If I get good reactions I will do a real serious one with background music and I will smile at the camera. :3 If I never get any reactions, no worries, I still will do something.. I will do a very very very serious to the max one with background music and I will smile until like this ":D" at the camera. ;3 Haha! No different I know, I'm just saying nonsense. :X Well, just trying around here.. don't be too serious about it..  I do look like a retard inside, right?

Let's see something more nicer, how about the flowers? 

I know I look so so so so different compare with the 'me' inside the video. HAHA. So camera is a real magical thingy that always change things to perfect. HAHA. :X The power of the camera. x)

Okayy, I think I will stop here now, I'm so so so sleepy after a tiring school day and tomorrow I still need to attend to school for the scout activity.. #busy So it's time to say goodbye. :) Chaos. ♥

15/2, just after Valentine's.

Dear Bloggie,


Hii ya! So how are you all? :) I hope you all are doing well. :) For me is still okayy, not too too bad or too too good. :P Thought of blogging at last Saturday. But too busy, too tired and at the end, too lazy, again. >___<
Sorry, I didn't mean it. Just because of my schedule is too full and busy. :( I so hope that I can get enough sleep and enough time for me to do some of my things.

Well, for me, last Saturday, my exams started. How nice right? How 'nice'. For other school they just have their replacement school studies but for us we need to take exams. -____- How 'fair' was that. But for that day is just Malay and English paper, well, nothing much to worry about (except for the Malay). Nothing to do after I finished the English paper. Instead of wasting time at there, cannot lay on the table and sleep also (our form teacher don't allow us), I wrote a draft of my blog post on the exam paper itself. :X

Okayy, no worries, I got a lot to tell but I will just make it very very short, as short as I could. I'm also quite tired for now, just because I feel that if I don't update my bloggie I will feel very very bad. :( So, here's the story goes.

Firstly, what I want to say is my tuition. Yes, a very nice place, very nice environment, peaceful and very comfortable. It's a very very ideal tuition place. The teachers are great, they are nice and funny. Most important, THEY KNOW HOW TO TEACH VERY VERY WELL! Thank God I'm in the right tuition centre. And also, I'm so lucky that I'm in that Monday and Wednesday's class. At those days, I got my schoolmates and also classmate from my school, although they're all boys, but still, better than there's nobody I know. They're very funny and they have the ability to make the class to be more livelier. :P And also, I love my classmates at the tuition there too, they are all so so nice. :) I'm so happy that I'm not in the wrong tuition.. #shedAtear


Secondly, I'm joining my school's singing competitions. Malay and English singing. Just finished the English singing competition (Malurian Idol) yesterday on Valentine's. For me, I sang 'Forget You' by Cee-Lo Green. :) What a nice song that I picked, I'm gonna forget somebody on Valentine's. :X Haha! How was it? Well, for me, I don't think I performed well, there's still room for improvement, and I can say that room is quite big, or maybe you can describe it as HUGE. But for my supportive friends, they said I did very well on the stage (but actually I don't feel so). Still, I want to thank my friends for supporting me! :D Without them, I'm nothing on stage.. :) THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH! ♥ I love you all... ♥ And yeah, one good news, the results are out today and I won the third place! :D Teehee! I'm so happy because I don't think I can win this prize. :) That's just a dream come true.. Teehee! ^___^ And for tomorrow, I will be participating in the Malay singing competition, and I will be singing 'Kisah Hati' by Alyah, that's a very hard song to sing, but I got no choice. :X Less Malay songs that I know, and this is the best one that I heard (for me). ♥ I will try my best on tomorrow. :) Wish me luck. ♥

Thirdly, exams. Seriously, this time for my school, they arranged the exams way too fast! D There's not enough time for us to study also. :(  For other schools, they will be starting their exam at next next week. Still got plenty of time to study. So good. :( Next week is already the exam and I'm not ready at all! Some more all subjects will be like Form 1, Form 2 and also a little bit of Form 3.. :( How am I gonna study all these in just few days? But the exam will be finish in 2 days. -_____- Fast, very very fast, too too too fast! :OO As lighting! :O I will try my best to score for my exam, I will be aiming for top 10 this time, no buts. *pressure pressure pressure* I will also try my best for not forcing myself....... again... :/ #stressed #noconfidence 


Oops, now only realized that I already wrote so many things. Quite long already. :X Please be patient to read it all.. :) I know my blog is kinda boring, every post also no picture just plain long long text, I know I know. So this time, yeaa, I will be putting a picture, a very nice boring picture. :) Haha!

Instead of receiving flowers, I took pictures of my mother's plants at the balcony there. :3 So, yeah, how's your Valentine's everyone? :) Enjoyed with your love ones? Special ones? :) Or celebrate it with friends? :) Or  with the computer? Or forever alone like me? :( Sighs. For me, it was just a very very normal day. Well, you see, I'm not a pretty girl, so that means I don't have any popularity. In addiction, I'm also a quite 'anti-social' person. (Not to say anti-social, just I don't know how to socialize so I always just stay quiet, but best buddies are not included. :X)  So, I won't be expecting any gifts or presents. (Don't laugh at me I tell you! :P)

No matter how you celebrated Valentine's, I hope that's a blast for you! :D Most important is to be happy though. :)  Er hemm, one thing. Outside there, single ladies, can you hear me? Let's put your hands up! x) Single ladies, we shall unite! :3 Haha! #craziness 

Okayy, I think I should stop here. Still need to go and do some practice for the Malay singing tomorrow. :3 Tired to the max, sleepy to the max.. Desperately needs holidays. Sighs. D:

Hope you all enjoy your day, be happy. :) Chaos.

7/2, Finally, that, I'm back.

Dear Bloggie,


Anyone remember me? Sorry for leaving my bloggie here for A WHOLE MONTH. D: I didn't mean to be away for that long time. Just that I don't have enough time to come here for an update. :( Sometimes, I'm too tired, sometimes, I'm too busy and last but not least, sometimes, I'm too lazy.

A lot of happenings, yeaa. CNY's over, my birthday's over, my mother's birthday over, tomorrow is schooling day again, starting tuition tomorrow, exams coming in this week. OH GOSH. That's a lot, and I don't know where to start.

Okayy, my bloggie is very different now right? Yeaa, this is my own design for my bloggie. New year, new template. New clothing for my precious little bloggie here. :P Haha! I hope my bloggie likes it. :P What do you think of my bloggie's new look? I hope it looks fresh. It's been a whole afternoon that I'm busy of my bloggie. Now, my bloggie is so 'rainbowy'. For my this design, I got my inspiration from songs. First, Over the Rainbow by Connie Talbot and also Jay Chou's Cai Hong (Rainbow). Secondly, for the blog header, the inspiration is from LMFAO's Sexy and I know it. Haha! x) Well, what can I say is, this whole design is a very memorable one. This includes a lot of memories that I keep for my own... Fantasy memories, like a dream.

I've so much to share but now I'm running out of time, too bad. :( I haven't even complete my homework, and now it's already 9:10p.m. Honestly saying, I got a lot of homework to do. I'm so dead.

I'll try my best to update my bloggie, no matter is a short one or a long one. Pray to the God that time can treat me good. And please, don't forget me, I beg. D:

So, I gotta go now. :( Chaos, stay tuned!

7/1, New experiences Saturday.

Dear Bloggie,


Hii ya! :D
Here I come again.
So how's your week?
I hope it's still fine.
For me, this week is extremely tiring and exhausted.
Not enough sleep, not early enough to sleep...
All these bad habits of mine still haven't change yet.
I'm really really not used to sleep early.
Just three days of school only now I'm already keep complaining.
I like morning school, a lot, honestly.
But still, I also hate morning school because of some reasons.
Yes, most because I'm a "night cat".
Haha! :P
That's probably just an excuse. :X
Well, it's already Saturday today.
I bet lots of my friends will feel terribly happy about it.
Most probably they will celebrate it by sleeping late last night?
Yeaa, for morning session, just got two days that we can sleep as late as we want and wake up as late as we want.
And for other days, we have no time freedom.
Maybe this is one of the disadvantage for morning session?
Hmm... many people can have a good time for day wake up late and enjoy their day whole day long.
Me? No, no. Haven't yet.
I can't wake up late for Saturday.
Today I woke up at 6:30a.m.
Huh? Why so early?
Because today I need to go to the school to help out my form teacher to decorate the class.
After I'm fully prepared, I leave my house at 8:00a.m.
PJ attire for today, no bikini, low cut shirt or short pants. :3 Hahahaha! (Some will know why I wrote this. :P)

Me with the blur blur morning face. 

My teacher calls us (the people who're helping him today) to reach school at 8:00a.m.
But that time only I'm leaving my house.
>_____<
For some reasons I'm late.
I don't like to be late too. :(
Too bad I'm not the driver, I do not own a car.
So I reached school at 8:15 a.m ++/
The school is still kinda "quiet" by that time.
I'm finding for my teacher's car or my classmates' shadow.
But I can't see either of them.
I think maybe they're already in the class.
But suddenly, I saw one of my classmate is coming out from the Science lab.
I'm so glad that I saw them.
Or else I think I will probably go to the classroom by myself.
Went in to the Science lab.
Saw SD, CX, Edward and Kirthanan.
They reached school so early and they didn't came late.
>____<
But I didn't saw the teacher.
I asked SD, she says that the teacher drove his car and maybe went out already.
Huh? Where the teacher will be going?
.____.
We do nothing while waiting for our teacher.
Keep going ot from the Science lab and walk around there.
Just in awhile, Naquib and Dhiya arrived.
But the teacher is still gone.
More awhile, finally our teacher is back.
Well, since our teacher is back, work starts now.
Our teacher callas the boys to take the brooms and the pail up to the class.
My class is at Block A, fourth floor. :)
Here it is! :D

My dearest 3 Cekal. ♥

Sorry for the blurred image.
Use phone to take only, didn't bring along my camera to do work. :3
Then, our teacher calls us to sit down while he's explaining something and also arrange our jobs.
Firstly, for the five boys, they will be arranging our class'tables and chairs to a neat form while us girls, just two girls, are removing the thumbtacks and bullets from the notice boards of our class, the front one and also the behind one.
Actually this is consider as a very simple job comparing to the boys.
Teehee. :P
But, the noticeboards' there are full of thumbtacks and bullets.
SO MANY! :OOOO
Some I think, it's already been there for YEARS.
Now they're all off. :P
Good for them, good for us.
:P
After we finished removing all the thumbtacks, our teacher gives us another job.
CUT THE PAPER.
And I was like, OMG.
I'M NOT GOOD AT CUTTING, I'M NOT GOOD IN CRAFTS.
But still, I'm trying my best to cut.

The end product with scissors and the leftovers. 

The papers are for the 'carta organisasi' that we need to do later.
Okayy, after that, PASTE IT TO THE CARDBOARD.
Our teacher gives us special kind of glue that I never seen before.
I thought he will give us the normal kind of glue stick or something else, but not.
It's the kind of glue that's specialized for crafts.

It's huge. I never see a glue that big before. 

Okayy, nevermind.
Now pasting is more simple and easier than cutting.
Curious of what the others are doing?
Well, for the boys they're wiping the windows and for our teacher he's decorating the noticeboard with cloths and something like ribbon? I don't know.
Most easiest job is belong to us girls! :P
Hahaha! :P
Maybe? I think so. :P
Ta da! The 'carta organisasi' end product!

Isn't it colourful? 

So the rest of the 'carta organisasi' like writing the names of the AJK and other things will be continued by our teacher.
After so 'much' of working, it's time to take a small break!
We all went down to the Science lab again.
Our teacher did bought us some foods.
Like nasi lemak and fried bihun or mee..
Well, you know, I don't eat rice and also I don't eat spicy things.
Nasi lemak is out of the list.
But the fried bihun is spicy...
Still, I tried.

You see, the colour is so red! DDD: 

I know that I'm a strange one.
I, myself living in Malaysia and I don't eat spicy things.
>_______<
I just can't stand the spiciness.
Even just a little bit.
I just had a few 'spoons' of bihun..
I think not even 1/4 of it..
AND I NEED WATER!
Then CX went back to the class to help me bring down my water also.
>_________<
Thank you so much!
If without your help, I think I probably died of spiciness.
TOUCHWOOD! :3
My teacher saw the way I eat my bihun and he says don't force myself to eat, if I really can't, just throw away.
BUT SERIOUSLY?! WHAT A WASTE!!!
I don't like to waste food, seriously. :/
And seriously, that time I was hungry.
But after just a few bite of the bihun, DRINK TOO MUCH WATER, then I'm full already.
-_____-
And yes, at the last, I really throw the whole thing. DDD:
SORRY!! I didn't mean to! DDD:
I know out there they're so many people that can't even have food, and I'm still wasting it.
T______T
SORRY SORRY SORRY! DDDD:
Sighs.
#guiltiness 
Well, 6 of my classmates went back at that time.
Left CX and me there.
After the short break, we went back up to the class and continue with the things.
Just a little bit only.
But actually also haven't finish the whole thing completely.
>______<
And our teacher calls us to go back by 11:00a.m.
Well, okayy, so CX and I went back that time.
It's a fun experience of helping teacher at a weekend.
Nice times with my classmates too.
Haha! :DD
I really do had a lot of fun. ♥
After that, my mother and I went to the mamak stall nearby the school.
Go and have our breakfast I think so.
>____<
Breakfast's served! :D

Mamak style. :P 

Nice food.
x)
Especially the bandung!
Mmmmmm! My favorite! :DDD
Miss the mamak stall.
Even miss the times that I go with my friends. D:
T_________T
Now morning session already, I think we don't have time for these anymore. :(
Sighs.
Okayy, after we had our breakfast, my mother and I went to find a taxi.
Seriously, it's hard to find a taxi there.
-_____-
We waited and walked for so long only we SUCCESSFULLY  get on to a taxi.
12:00p.m ++ we reached home.
AND I'M EXTREMELY TIRED!
DD:
EXHAUSTED!
But still, at 3:00p.m++ something I need to go for my piano class already.
For this time, I'm not longer learning my piano class at Kepong area already.
The music school is already close down. D:
So I need to go until PJ to have my lesson.
SERIOUSLY, THAT'S JUST SO FAR AWAY FROM MY HOME!
T_____T
Extra tiring. D:
1p.m something, after I simply practiced my piano (too tired to practice seriously), then I straight go and have a short nap.
I'm out of energy.
And, I woke up at 3:00p.m.
OMG?
I straight RUSH to have my bath, prepare all the things that I need to bring and also have my lunch.
After 35 minutes, my father come to fetch me there.
>____<
TIRING.
Luckily there's no traffic jam, we reached there at 4 p.m++.
My lesson will start at 4:30p.m.
But I need to buy new song book for the lesson and also pay all the fees.
Yeaa, saw my friend HR there! ;D
Heyy buddy how are ya? x)
:P
So glad to meet my friends there. :X
Okayy, it's time for the class.
Well, the new teacher is very funny and nice! ;D
And he teaches very nicely and he won't miss a detail.
He's a real good teacher. :)
Can't wait for his lesson next week! :D
I will practice hard for the homework today. :3
Teehee!
New experience for the new lesson today.
I'm in a more advance class now.
Yeaa, even the fees ADVANCED so many.
-____-
So I will practice hard to not waste my parents' money.
>_____<
It will sure be more tiring for me.
But I will try to plan my time for studies and also my piano.
It must be perfect!
:)

Is this considered as a smile? :X 

Can you see the tiredness through my eyes? :/
I can't even open my eyes more bigger.
>____<
I'm lack of sleep now.
Because of that, the pimples on my face increased.
T_____T
OH NOOOO!
I don't want pimples on my face. D:
Need to get enough sleep.
So that means, I gotta go to have my beauty sleep now. :3
Or else the condition of my face will become even worse.
DD:
And also, today is a tiring day for me.
I should have a good rest.
So that's for today.
I enjoyed my day. :) ♥
Hope you too! ;)
Chaos.

4/1, Back to school.

Dear Bloggie,


Hii ya! :D
Here I come again, for a short post only.
Too bad, not enough time.
And also, I'm extremely tired after school.
Woke up at 5:15a.m today.
What to do? I need to go to school by 6:20a.m, and for tomorrow, I will be going at 6:15a.m.
SO EARLY, SERIOUSLY.
DDD:
But no choice. :/
I hope I will get used to it of this kind of lifestyle, soon.
Sighs.
Okayy, skip those nonsense and start the topic.
I think because of the time problem, I will skip many of the things and just go on with the main thing, my feelings, okayy? :)
Well, it's not bad to be in morning session actually.
Just I'm still not used to it.
But soon it will be.
There's so many things that are different than afternoon session.
Especially the RULES.
It's just so strict now, comparing to the afternoon session.
I don't like it. :(
And the discipline teachers here are fierce..
Really fierce..
I think they are not like the afternoon session discipline teachers.
Although they're strict, but they will still have their friendly side.
Aww.. why the school want to treat the morning session so cruel. :(
Why can't it be like afternoon session? D:
Now I'm already missing my afternoon session teachers.
I MISS YOU ALL SO BADLY, MY LOVELY TEACHERS! D:
Sighs.
I hope time could just rewind.
Well, still not close with the teachers yet.
They're just so "new" to us.
Maybe we know their names, but that doesn't mean we will know their characteristics.
I hope all of the morning session teachers will treat us good and nice.
Don't be so fierce please. D:
But there's one lucky thing.
That's about my class teacher.
When I first know that my class teacher is a guy, I got shocked. :O
Because normally girl teachers will be the class' form teacher.
I thought, maybe he will be fierce and strict.
But at the second thought, he's very hilarious and funny! :P
HAHAHA! x)
I just can't stop laughing secretly.
Not bad, I got a class teacher that knows how be funny.
That means, the class won't be so boring.
He's teaching us Science.
Hmm, I think it will be just fine if he's teaching us that subject. :P
I bet everyone will put full concentration during his class. :P
I'm so curious about how he will teaches the students.
Waiting for his class tomorrow. x)
And oh yeah, my class teacher chosen Firdaus and I as the temporary monitor and assistant monitor.
I was like, what?
Just because I can voice is loud enough when greeting the teachers.
>______<
Seriously, I never become an assistant monitor before.
For my whole study life.
Well, but for me, this is just temporary.
If my teacher still chooses me to become the official assistant monitor, I will be very glad to accept this job.
I would like to try.
And I will giving it my bestest. ;)
So, now I just need to wait for my teacher's decision.
Okayy, now for the classmates.
Well, actually, for the whole class, I'm just close with Hanu.
I'm really really really very lucky to have Hanu with me.
THANK GOD SO MUCH!
I will appreciate. :3
For now, our class is still so quiet.
Maybe it's because we're still haven't get to know each other yet.
Once we're starting to know each other, that time, I bet it will be noisier than last time.
Haha! :)
I hope I can have good communication with all of my classmates this year.
I hope I can make more friends.
But just, you know, I really don't know how to communicate with others.
:/
I will still be trying.
Don't worry.
Hope our class gets better soon! :D
Teehee.
Now, about the teachers and subjects.
I just meet my history teacher, Bahasa Malaysia teacher and also Geography teacher.
Luckily, they say they will push us in our studies.
I can feel that they are good teachers.
I will try my best to put full concentration during the lessons so I won't miss a thing or forget to do the homeworks.
>______<
Luckily I can absorb things faster during morning. :P
So morning session is actually an advantage for me. :)
I must use this opportunity to study harder and get good grades during exam! :DDD
Aza-aza fighting!!
^_______^
Oh yeah, another 'luckily' for today, I DON'T HAVE ANY HOMEWORK. :P
It's good for me, because I'm really just too tired, too hungry to do the homework.
I'm feel so terribly hungry after school until night. D:
Morning session really uses a lot of energy huh?
I hope I can loss some weight through this kind of situation.
:P
Well, it's near to CNY, and I must keep my body shape in a good condition so that I can still fit in some of my new clothes that I bought.
I must remain now, I can't be fat for even 1 gram more.
(I know that's too ridiculous.)
Okayy, I think that's all for today.
Brain stuck in the sudden again, no more ideas of writing.
First day of school is actually not that bad as I thought, it's still fine. It depends on how you treat your day. Think positively is always the way of being free. ;)
Hope tomorrow will be more fun than today!
#tiredtothemax
Chaos. :)

3/1, morning session starts tomorrow.

Dear Bloggie,


Hii ya! :D
Sorry for the late blog post.
Actually I want to post about my DPC countdown experience, but due to my inspiration gone, internet problems, so I give up the whole thing.
Okayy, this is the first blog post of 2012.
I must be happy of it! :D
HAPPY 2012! :D
2012, I'm very welcomed to have your arrival.
But please, be good to me.
2011, thank you for those wonderful times.
I really enjoyed it.
Appreciated. ♥
Okayy, this will be a quite short post about my feelings for tomorrow's school.
No much time for long post, because the time now is not early, and I need to sleep early.
Well, it's a new start for the year.
New session, new schoolmates, new classmates.
Everything's new.
All different than before.
For the last year, we, Form 2, are the oldest one.
Like we can rule the school. x)
But for this year, we're the smallest one.
And, I got the phobia of talking to the senior, I will feel shy.
Don't know why when I talk to the schoolmates who are actually older than me, I will become very shy and don't know what to talk, sometimes, I don't even dare to look at them, straight at the face.
I have those experience during Form 1.
I think it will be the same as now.
But, for this time, I will try my best to communicate with the others, and be friends with them.
Please, I really don't want to be anti-social.
D:
I will try my best to join all the school activities and also the co-curricular activities.
(Well, it's a MUST for that co-curricular activities now.)
I will paint my Form 3 life with different kinds of colour.
I won't leave my Form 3 life blank just because of the PMR examination.
Yes, that's important to me.
But having fun during study is more important than anything else.
If you can't feel happy during study, then you can't absorb the things that the teacher teaches.
You will lose concentrate.
Oppositely, if you study in a happy condition, you will feel energized and you won't even feel tired.
That's the differences, honestly speaking.
Work hard, play hard.
But don't work too hard, play too hard.
Things will become bad when you do over it. :)
Actually, now I feel some kind of strange of something.
Maybe you all will feel that I'm awkward, but for me I really feel strange.
You see, for now, I really got the spirit, got the confidence that to achieve 8As in PMR.
And I don't know why, I really got a feeling that I really can study hard.
For the beginning months, maybe, the spirit will be continued.
But, I scared after the few months, I lost interest, and I start giving up my PMR, treat it like normal.
I scared after my PMR examination, the results turned out not like my expectation.
That time, my confidence will straight become disappointed.
I really really don't want this kind of situation to happen.
But I really scare I will lost my spirit of now, strive for 8As.
D:
Sighs.
Sometimes, I really think too much of those unnecessary things to scare myself.
Relax, and sometimes things won't turn out as bad as we think.
Just let it be.
But seriously, 8As as aim? I don't think so.
I don't think so some of my subjects can get A.
Like, Geography, History and also MATHEMATICS.
Honestly, I put A as my aim for Mathematics.
Yes, I NEED AN A FOR THE MATHS.
IF I DON'T GET AN A FOR THAT, NO SCIENCE STREAM FOR ME, NO SCIENCE STREAM FOR ME, MEANS NO NUTRITIONIST WORK.
T_______T
Science mean a lot to me. D:
If I want to score an A for my Mathematics that means........ EXTRA TUITION CLASSES.
No matter how hard, how tired it will be, I STILL WILL ATTEND THOSE TUITION CLASSES FOR MY OWN GOOD.
T_______T
It's a bit hard for me.
No, not just a bit, it's A LOT.
See, my 2011's final exam, Mathematics, I got a D for it.
Now, I need to get A.
Some more, now need to get an A, you need to score at least 80 marks.
I JUST CAN BE MINUS THOSE 20 marks.
HOW COULD IT BE POSSIBLE?
-______-
Sighs.
I really hope I can make it during the PMR.
MATHEMATICS, WHY YOU WANT TO COME WITH LINES, ANGLES, CIRCLES and also ALPHABETS. T_____T
Still, I will try my best yet thank you.
T_________T
Okayy, stop about the Mathematics and also PMR.
It will just make my whole blog post become worse.
Another thing for school, seriously, I'm not used to wake up early.
During the holidays, I almost wake up everyday at 11a.m. :X
I have a record of waking up at almost 2p.m some more. :X
This is the problem I'll be facing right now.
And everyday, my sleep time will be at 1a.m to 4a.m, how am I supposed to sleep early?
DDD:
It needs time.
Plenty of time for me to blend in of this kind of life changes.
T______T
Sighs.
But actually, this is not a too big problem.
It can be solved by TIME.
Maybe after half an a year, I will be okayy with this schedule.
^_______^
Okayy, my feelings now are SUPER NERVOUS but EXCITED!
I don't know how morning session will be.
I'm nervous about the new teachers.
Will they be good to us? :/
And I heard of one extremely strict discipline teacher.
That really scares me off.
OMG.
I just hope everything is gonna be just okayy like afternoon session.
But please, no too strict rules.
T__________T
(That's impossible.)
Sighs.
Don't be too worry, myself.
All of my questions and thoughts will be solved at tomorrow.
Just wait and see, by myself.
:X
I hope I can experience more new things in this new year! :D
And of course, less stress and also those sad things.
I really don't wish those things will be happening.
:)
Okayy, the time is not early now.
And I gotta go, need to sleep already. :(
But how? Actually I still got a lot to say about at here.
Well, maybe another day then.
When I got the mood to blog.
:/
My mood is not stable in these days.
I feel so strange, once again, I DON'T KNOW WHY.
I hope I got the time, the mood, the energy to blog tomorrow.
What can I say is STAY TUNED! :)
Wish me luck for tomorrow! :)
Teehee.
Lastly, gonna share some of those pictures that I took with my friends during the countdown night at DPC.
Not much, but enjoy. ;)
Chaos.

Sury and I. ♥

The situation there, the funny host. :P 

Joanne and I. ♥ *with the bubble spray*

Joanne, Wei Wei and I, three of us spend the night together. ♥ *Love them* 

Alice! :D One of my besties, I LOVE HER SO MUCH! :DD ♥ 

Okayy, at first I thought of putting the fireworks video that I recorded at that night.
But for now, I really don't have much time!
Mother's angry. >___<
So maybe other day ya!
Or click HERE to see the fireworks of that day! :D
It's really nice! :D
Teehee!
Gotta go, good night!